I’m a fucking loser with no reason to exist, I feel so utterly degraded it hurts so bad.
Constantly my mind goes towards ceasing to exist in the next moment in order to avoid experiencing more of the downward spiral of my life yet I don’t have enough courage.
Over and over again life only proves further how much worse it can get, I understand my worthlessness to everyone and everything around me I’m just stuck, and thoughts start to drip in dread towards the process.
I see no point, no fucking point. I’m a joke, an utter buffoon; let’s just stop pretending there was any hate at all I only despise myself for ever coming into this world unwarranted.
For ever going this long, for being a cunt that can’t even do one last thing right, trash of the greatest extent. I deserve nothing, specifically me only me.
Constantly my mind goes towards ceasing to exist in the next moment in order to avoid experiencing more of the downward spiral of my life yet I don’t have enough courage.
Over and over again life only proves further how much worse it can get, I understand my worthlessness to everyone and everything around me I’m just stuck, and thoughts start to drip in dread towards the process.
I see no point, no fucking point. I’m a joke, an utter buffoon; let’s just stop pretending there was any hate at all I only despise myself for ever coming into this world unwarranted.
For ever going this long, for being a cunt that can’t even do one last thing right, trash of the greatest extent. I deserve nothing, specifically me only me.
