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Venting 6 years later I still stalk

broken & doomed

broken & doomed

Greycel
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And not only do I stalk every link containing her name. I also used to have fake gmails spamming her "You are beautiful" daily, for maybe 60 days straight some periods of time a few years ago. I never had a reply kek. I started doing so maybe 2 years after not seeing her or so, so maybe the thought it's me never entered her mind. I sent another one, first in 3 years. just today. ;)
Now she finally had her first photos on the internet, she's got into linkedin. Then I found more photos using that of a linkedin. She's gorgeous. I feel so fucking SHIT LOL. She didn't have an insta until 2 years ago, she's not even using it, only posted 2 pictures of nature and a duck with her 4 megapixel telephone camera. She also has a profile on some botanic site, she has 1200 posts of photos with bugz, animals, plants, etc. I check every photo to maybe see her finger or something. I even have feeling just reading her descriptions of those photos.
She's the REAL trad no matter how corny it sounds, her dad raised his daughters very well. I wish I wasn't a fucking mentally ill loser from fucked up background.
She could be my wife. She could be a mother of my children. But she most likely already had sex, or if she's virgin she'll just wanting to give that virginity to a real masculine, strong, good looking, NORMAL, 8/10 chad.
I haven't seen her for 6 years, yet I get weak in my legs by just a thought of her. She's the love of my life, but she's either getting railed by a better male/males, or just preparing herself for a high IQ, high masculinity, high social skills, high looks man.
Normal people grow so much it's unreal. They have all those growing points, in their romantic life, in their social life, in their career life. You know, like first bf, first lecture, first huge social event, etc. etc. They grow, while we rot. While we inside stay the same age and rot.
I will never stop being hurt by this. Literally never. It will never stop. She should be my first love and first relationships. She's the love of my life. I hate my family for what they did to me in my childhood. I hate the chemical state of my brain. I could be with her, we would have kids, we would both make small discoveries in mathematics. We would be happy. :feelsrope:

Pathetic? Yes. But that's me and I can't do nothing with this.
 
over for bluepilled subhumans like you
 
OvER for stalkercels
the meta for greycels: most leave within a few weeks because the community does not accept them at first
 
Over for joe chudbergcels
 
where does my bluepill appears in the post?
I also used to have fake gmails spamming her "You are beautiful" daily
She's the REAL trad no matter how corny it sounds, her dad raised his daughters very well
I even have feeling just reading her descriptions of those photos
yet I get weak in my legs by just a thought of her
She's the love of my life
or if she's virgin
I will never stop being hurt by this
She should be my first love and first relationships. She's the love of my life
I could be with her, we would have kids, we would both make small discoveries in mathematics. We would be happy

JFL at you retard
 
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you think she gives a shit about you?
ofcourse no lol
I just can't do nothing wih myself, I hurt a lot of not being with her.
JFL at you retard
I am blackpilled on woman nature, I just can't stop having feelings for her. I don't think it's a bluepill. With such logic you can call 99%+ of this site bluepilled.
 
And not only do I stalk every link containing her name. I also used to have fake gmails spamming her "You are beautiful" daily, for maybe 60 days straight some periods of time a few years ago. I never had a reply kek. I started doing so maybe 2 years after not seeing her or so, so maybe the thought it's me never entered her mind. I sent another one, first in 3 years. just today. ;)
Now she finally had her first photos on the internet, she's got into linkedin. Then I found more photos using that of a linkedin. She's gorgeous. I feel so fucking SHIT LOL. She didn't have an insta until 2 years ago, she's not even using it, only posted 2 pictures of nature and a duck with her 4 megapixel telephone camera. She also has a profile on some botanic site, she has 1200 posts of photos with bugz, animals, plants, etc. I check every photo to maybe see her finger or something. I even have feeling just reading her descriptions of those photos.
She's the REAL trad no matter how corny it sounds, her dad raised his daughters very well. I wish I wasn't a fucking mentally ill loser from fucked up background.
She could be my wife. She could be a mother of my children. But she most likely already had sex, or if she's virgin she'll just wanting to give that virginity to a real masculine, strong, good looking, NORMAL, 8/10 chad.
I haven't seen her for 6 years, yet I get weak in my legs by just a thought of her. She's the love of my life, but she's either getting railed by a better male/males, or just preparing herself for a high IQ, high masculinity, high social skills, high looks man.
Normal people grow so much it's unreal. They have all those growing points, in their romantic life, in their social life, in their career life. You know, like first bf, first lecture, first huge social event, etc. etc. They grow, while we rot. While we inside stay the same age and rot.
I will never stop being hurt by this. Literally never. It will never stop. She should be my first love and first relationships. She's the love of my life. I hate my family for what they did to me in my childhood. I hate the chemical state of my brain. I could be with her, we would have kids, we would both make small discoveries in mathematics. We would be happy. :feelsrope:

Pathetic? Yes. But that's me and I can't do nothing with this.
Give me her instagram :feelskek:
 
I feel awful whenever I see new pictures of my e-oneitis, knowing I will never get to be close to her.
 
OvER for stalkercels
the meta for greycels: most leave within a few weeks because the community does not accept them at first
That’s the true incel test. Only real ones stay cause they are so used to being shit on IRL.
 
I thought this thread sounded fishy and weird, then I looked at the join date and post count, then everything made sense
 
I thought this thread sounded fishy and weird, then I looked at the join date and post count, then everything made sense
and you have bbc pfp
(I do love the MBDTW tho)
 
I do relate because I can count the number of times I've conversed with a girl in the past 5 years. Hence any I do speak to, I get quite attached to. It does feel bad in seeing how your lives diverge

Any tips to give for our photo investigations? There's one in my life who's online presence is a private IG of a low following count, and a feature in a single video online, that being on her mother's FB from 2021.
 
I have also been stalking a girl for years but I don't imagine that she will fall in love with me. I'm just making a note of her in case I own a house with a basement in the future.
 
I stalk plenty of my former classmates profiles on social media to download coomfuel pics and vids they post
 
Based just don't harrass her otherwise she'll block you,
 
If you did this behavior in India, you would be arrested and put in jail for 5 years
Online stalking is not even stalking tbh, it causes no harm to the other person
 
Online stalking is not even stalking tbh, it causes no harm to the other person
Can't explain that to courts and police. They will claim "harassment" from chatting
 
Can't explain that to courts and police. They will claim "harassment" from chatting
I don't mean chatting by stalking, chatting is not even stalking, because she can block you or if you both chat it's consented. So anyway, online stalking is at best is simply viewing someone's social media or job related profiles. You can't be arrested for that
 
I don't mean chatting by stalking, chatting is not even stalking, because she can block you or if you both chat it's consented. So anyway, online stalking is at best is simply viewing someone's social media or job related profiles. You can't be arrested for that
In India you can if you post "inappropriate" messages.
 
You're a loser sort your life out and ruin a foids life.
 
And not only do I stalk every link containing her name. I also used to have fake gmails spamming her "You are beautiful" daily, for maybe 60 days straight some periods of time a few years ago. I never had a reply kek. I started doing so maybe 2 years after not seeing her or so, so maybe the thought it's me never entered her mind. I sent another one, first in 3 years. just today. ;)
Now she finally had her first photos on the internet, she's got into linkedin. Then I found more photos using that of a linkedin. She's gorgeous. I feel so fucking SHIT LOL. She didn't have an insta until 2 years ago, she's not even using it, only posted 2 pictures of nature and a duck with her 4 megapixel telephone camera. She also has a profile on some botanic site, she has 1200 posts of photos with bugz, animals, plants, etc. I check every photo to maybe see her finger or something. I even have feeling just reading her descriptions of those photos.
She's the REAL trad no matter how corny it sounds, her dad raised his daughters very well. I wish I wasn't a fucking mentally ill loser from fucked up background.
She could be my wife. She could be a mother of my children. But she most likely already had sex, or if she's virgin she'll just wanting to give that virginity to a real masculine, strong, good looking, NORMAL, 8/10 chad.
I haven't seen her for 6 years, yet I get weak in my legs by just a thought of her. She's the love of my life, but she's either getting railed by a better male/males, or just preparing herself for a high IQ, high masculinity, high social skills, high looks man.
Normal people grow so much it's unreal. They have all those growing points, in their romantic life, in their social life, in their career life. You know, like first bf, first lecture, first huge social event, etc. etc. They grow, while we rot. While we inside stay the same age and rot.
I will never stop being hurt by this. Literally never. It will never stop. She should be my first love and first relationships. She's the love of my life. I hate my family for what they did to me in my childhood. I hate the chemical state of my brain. I could be with her, we would have kids, we would both make small discoveries in mathematics. We would be happy. :feelsrope:

Pathetic? Yes. But that's me and I can't do nothing with this.
cuck
 
And not only do I stalk every link containing her name. I also used to have fake gmails spamming her "You are beautiful" daily, for maybe 60 days straight some periods of time a few years ago. I never had a reply kek. I started doing so maybe 2 years after not seeing her or so, so maybe the thought it's me never entered her mind. I sent another one, first in 3 years. just today. ;)
Now she finally had her first photos on the internet, she's got into linkedin. Then I found more photos using that of a linkedin. She's gorgeous. I feel so fucking SHIT LOL. She didn't have an insta until 2 years ago, she's not even using it, only posted 2 pictures of nature and a duck with her 4 megapixel telephone camera. She also has a profile on some botanic site, she has 1200 posts of photos with bugz, animals, plants, etc. I check every photo to maybe see her finger or something. I even have feeling just reading her descriptions of those photos.
She's the REAL trad no matter how corny it sounds, her dad raised his daughters very well. I wish I wasn't a fucking mentally ill loser from fucked up background.
She could be my wife. She could be a mother of my children. But she most likely already had sex, or if she's virgin she'll just wanting to give that virginity to a real masculine, strong, good looking, NORMAL, 8/10 chad.
I haven't seen her for 6 years, yet I get weak in my legs by just a thought of her. She's the love of my life, but she's either getting railed by a better male/males, or just preparing herself for a high IQ, high masculinity, high social skills, high looks man.
Normal people grow so much it's unreal. They have all those growing points, in their romantic life, in their social life, in their career life. You know, like first bf, first lecture, first huge social event, etc. etc. They grow, while we rot. While we inside stay the same age and rot.
I will never stop being hurt by this. Literally never. It will never stop. She should be my first love and first relationships. She's the love of my life. I hate my family for what they did to me in my childhood. I hate the chemical state of my brain. I could be with her, we would have kids, we would both make small discoveries in mathematics. We would be happy. :feelsrope:

Pathetic? Yes. But that's me and I can't do nothing with this.
Brutal, mang :feelsbadman:

Being with the girl we love is simply not within the realm of possibility for us. Truecels can't even find ONE random woman to have sex with, no matter how much they lower their standards.

Only good looking men can afford to approach and have a chance with the women they love.

We were born ugly, so women hate us. We will NEVER experience affection. we will NEVER experience intimacy. We will NEVER experience real sex. At most, we can go to escorts so we don't die virgin. That's literally it.
 
And not only do I stalk every link containing her name. I also used to have fake gmails spamming her "You are beautiful" daily, for maybe 60 days straight some periods of time a few years ago. I never had a reply kek. I started doing so maybe 2 years after not seeing her or so, so maybe the thought it's me never entered her mind. I sent another one, first in 3 years. just today. ;)
Now she finally had her first photos on the internet, she's got into linkedin. Then I found more photos using that of a linkedin. She's gorgeous. I feel so fucking SHIT LOL. She didn't have an insta until 2 years ago, she's not even using it, only posted 2 pictures of nature and a duck with her 4 megapixel telephone camera. She also has a profile on some botanic site, she has 1200 posts of photos with bugz, animals, plants, etc. I check every photo to maybe see her finger or something. I even have feeling just reading her descriptions of those photos.
She's the REAL trad no matter how corny it sounds, her dad raised his daughters very well. I wish I wasn't a fucking mentally ill loser from fucked up background.
She could be my wife. She could be a mother of my children. But she most likely already had sex, or if she's virgin she'll just wanting to give that virginity to a real masculine, strong, good looking, NORMAL, 8/10 chad.
I haven't seen her for 6 years, yet I get weak in my legs by just a thought of her. She's the love of my life, but she's either getting railed by a better male/males, or just preparing herself for a high IQ, high masculinity, high social skills, high looks man.
Normal people grow so much it's unreal. They have all those growing points, in their romantic life, in their social life, in their career life. You know, like first bf, first lecture, first huge social event, etc. etc. They grow, while we rot. While we inside stay the same age and rot.
I will never stop being hurt by this. Literally never. It will never stop. She should be my first love and first relationships. She's the love of my life. I hate my family for what they did to me in my childhood. I hate the chemical state of my brain. I could be with her, we would have kids, we would both make small discoveries in mathematics. We would be happy. :feelsrope:

Pathetic? Yes. But that's me and I can't do nothing with this.
If she saw you on the street she'd pretend you don't exist or make awkward small talk. Do your best to get over her. Find God instead.
 
stalking’s based now kidnap her and tie her in your basement (in gta!)
 
I have also been stalking a girl for years but I don't imagine that she will fall in love with me. I'm just making a note of her in case I own a house with a basement in the future.
I have a few onitis too however they blocked me
 
Completely over for you. She likely doesn’t even know your name while you’re bent head over heels for her.

Don’t you get post-nut clarity at all?
 
Wow, you even got it worse than me!
 
So cucked you should be banned for it.
 
And not only do I stalk every link containing her name. I also used to have fake gmails spamming her "You are beautiful" daily, for maybe 60 days straight some periods of time a few years ago. I never had a reply kek. I started doing so maybe 2 years after not seeing her or so, so maybe the thought it's me never entered her mind. I sent another one, first in 3 years. just today. ;)
Now she finally had her first photos on the internet, she's got into linkedin. Then I found more photos using that of a linkedin. She's gorgeous. I feel so fucking SHIT LOL. She didn't have an insta until 2 years ago, she's not even using it, only posted 2 pictures of nature and a duck with her 4 megapixel telephone camera. She also has a profile on some botanic site, she has 1200 posts of photos with bugz, animals, plants, etc. I check every photo to maybe see her finger or something. I even have feeling just reading her descriptions of those photos.
She's the REAL trad no matter how corny it sounds, her dad raised his daughters very well. I wish I wasn't a fucking mentally ill loser from fucked up background.
She could be my wife. She could be a mother of my children. But she most likely already had sex, or if she's virgin she'll just wanting to give that virginity to a real masculine, strong, good looking, NORMAL, 8/10 chad.
I haven't seen her for 6 years, yet I get weak in my legs by just a thought of her. She's the love of my life, but she's either getting railed by a better male/males, or just preparing herself for a high IQ, high masculinity, high social skills, high looks man.
Normal people grow so much it's unreal. They have all those growing points, in their romantic life, in their social life, in their career life. You know, like first bf, first lecture, first huge social event, etc. etc. They grow, while we rot. While we inside stay the same age and rot.
I will never stop being hurt by this. Literally never. It will never stop. She should be my first love and first relationships. She's the love of my life. I hate my family for what they did to me in my childhood. I hate the chemical state of my brain. I could be with her, we would have kids, we would both make small discoveries in mathematics. We would be happy. :feelsrope:

Pathetic? Yes. But that's me and I can't do nothing with this.
JFL, I thought my oneitis was bad. 6 years must be unheard of.

Listen man. Stop thinking of her as "trad" or as a "potential wife".

Just jerk off to her. Think of her as a sexual object and jerk off like crazy.

I promise it will help.
 
This is extremely pathetic, man. Get over her and invest your time into something else. Something meaningful
 

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