37 East Indian Incel in NYC

[Smurf316]

Hi

Am 37 years of age Born and raised in New York City . I went to public school. Never had a Girlfriend .. i did fall in love with 2 girls one in Junior high i was to shy to ask her out plus once i was looking at at her aka the latin girl. She looked at me and said what the fuck u looking at. I felt real bad i wanted kill my self but i a coward so that went on for all up to high school that girl just blew me off.

Ps i only have a GED so spelling will be off

After High school it got worse told my self just jerk off to porn etc. A older friend of mys got me a hooker for my 18th birthday that was real fun for a hour lol kinda sucked but better then porn. After that hooker i met Grace latin girl she was 28 she was new to the hooking thing so was a great catch she kinda felt sorry for me and we met once a month for 5 years i paid her most of the time sometimes she said was free. She told me i was real good in bed and i really need to find a girl my age i was 18 at that time or so she said i need puppy love etc she tried helping me but did not work i am very shy and ugly ...she left me after 5 years she said she getting married to her bf. What a whore i gave her my young years of sex she left me. Then after 6 years i started to go a bars cluns No luck got turned down ..i did meet Joya bar girl west indian thing she was nice. But i took to long to ask her out. She had a bf or somthing. Did get a kiss from her. I found out after her passing away she did like me from her friend she died in her sleep at age 28 due to Diabetes. So that was in 2011 now its 2018 no girl even give me a smile nothing only fucked 2 hookers 1 was like a real part time gf hooker. So Am i Incel ? I do miss grace the latin hooker and the indian girl who i never asked out. Fuck this life

 

[whogivesafucc]

im in brooklyn myself. hell on earth here.

 

[Smurf316]

im in brooklyn myself. hell on earth here.

I am from Queens Jamaica.

 

[Notgoingtomakeit]

Of course, you are Indian. The universe played a cruel joke on your existence. The only cope as Indian is to work yourself to death and hope for an Indian wife through arrange marriages.

 

[Smurf316]

Thats Exactly what I'm doing. I work 2 jobs. Live with my mom who is sick in and out of hospitals. She wants me to get a arrange marriage. I really dont want that. I wanted love since Junior high school

 

[Blackpill101]

Have you taken the blackpill, yet?

If so, then any possible recommendations would be useless.

 

[universallyabhorred]

Damn this guy is not incel at all he has had one female attracted to him and kissed him and he has done it with 2 hookers who gave him sex sometimes for free. He is not even a virgin and he is probably not ugly at all, damn this curry sex- mogs the shit out of most currycels here, this lucky bastard. Meanwhile the other curries are going to die kissless dateless virgins or at best get an arranged marriage where they beta provide.

 

[Smurf316]

Have you taken the blackpill, yet?

If so, then any possible recommendations would be useless.

No not yet

 

[Total Imbecile]

Damn this guy is not incel at all he has had one female attracted to him and kissed him and he has done it with 2 hookers who gave him sex sometimes for free. He is not even a virgin and he is probably not ugly at all, damn this curry sex- mogs the shit out of most currycels here, this lucky bastard. Meanwhile the other curries are going to die kissless dateless virgins or at best get an arranged marriage where they beta provide.

My thought as well, sounds like bragging

 

[Smurf316]

Damn this guy is not incel at all he has had one female attracted to him and kissed him and he has done it with 2 hookers who gave him sex sometimes for free. He is not even a virgin and he is probably not ugly at all, damn this curry sex- mogs the shit out of most currycels here, this lucky bastard. Meanwhile the other curries are going to die kissless dateless virgins or at best get an arranged marriage where they beta provide.

I get what u say. I never had a Real Girlfriend hookers and bar girl once in my life gave me a kiss. Yes i had small Sample but thats all i have not had sex since 2005. Thinking of traveling to Thailand next year money buys hookers but not LOVE what we all seek

 

[GreenCel]

That moment when you feel you'll never get to know what love is, and even guys like the OP of this thread mog your existence.

 

[Smurf316]

I mean i never took a girl out on a date movie etc or hooking up. Are their different type of Incel

 

[Notgoingtomakeit]

Thats Exactly what I'm doing. I work 2 jobs. Live with my mom who is sick in and out of hospitals. She wants me to get a arrange marriage. I really dont want that. I wanted love since Junior high school

Love is bullshit and at 37 years old and most likely below average looks, you can't be picking and choosing. I am sorry because I don't want to rain on parade here, but you are destined to marry an Asian women whether you like it or not. ALMOST all of the Indians I've known in my life time have marred another Indian person and one guy married an Asian (Chinese girl). It's your destiny Luke.

 

[whogivesafucc]

That moment when you feel you'll never get to know what love is, and even guys like the OP of this thread mog your existence.

 

[GreenCel]

Do you guys even realize everything you say is suicidefuel to me. I've not even felt the touch of a female in my entire life. You all are so fortunate to have experienced it at some level.

 

[Deleted member 236]

That hooker sounds awesome, that's my dream at this stage. Finding a hooker or two who are amiable and nice and at least somewhat enjoy sex with me. You shouldn't sling pejoratives at her. Saintly hookers would help incels a lot.

 

[Smurf316]

Love is bullshit and at 37 years old and most likely below average looks, you can't be picking and choosing. I am sorry because I don't want to rain on parade here, but you are destined to marry an Asian women whether you like it or not. ALMOST all of the Indians I've known in my life time have marred another Indian person and one guy married an Asian (Chinese girl). It's your destiny Luke.

True but most have Horrible lives with very little sex. I hear no love just some new ruler over u after parents

 

[Smurf316]

That hooker sounds awesome, that's my dream at this stage. Finding a hooker or two who are amiable and nice and at least somewhat enjoy sex with me. You shouldn't sling pejoratives at her. Saintly hookers would help incels a lot.

Go to Thailand. I hear its great their cheap unlike in the USA

 

[Deleted member 236]

Go to Thailand. I hear its great their cheap unlike in the USA

I don't like exploiting third worlders. And they aren't my type and seem dirty.

 

[Smurf316]

I think Prostitution should be Legal in the USA it helps many guys like me to cheat on my self but better then porn

I don't like exploiting third worlders. And they aren't my type and seem dirty.

Cool i like asian Latina mostly

I don't like exploiting third worlders. And they aren't my type and seem dirty.

Cool i like asian Latina mostly

Do you guys even realize everything you say is suicidefuel to me. I've not even felt the touch of a female in my entire life. You all are so fortunate to have experienced it at some level.

Sorry to hear that. I would go to a strip club. Strippers like to touch but wont allow u to touch unless u make rain on them with $$$$$

 

[GreenCel]

Sorry to hear that. I would go to a strip club. Strippers like to touch but wont allow u to touch unless u make rain on them with $$$$$

I live in India, there are no strip clubs here. Even prostitution is illegal, though brothels operate in underground. All I can do is to watch others making out.

 

[Smurf316]

I live in India, there are no strip clubs here. Even prostitution is illegal, though brothels operate in underground. All I can do is to watch others making out.

yea that not good. U would Definitely need to find a Hooker. Or fly out to thailand. If you can

 

[GreenCel]

yea that not good. U would Definitely need to find a Hooker. Or fly out to thailand. If you can

Almost 22 and still a studycel, any chances for me are over. It'll take me atleast another 6-7 years to earn enough to fly Thailand or anywhere.

 

[Smurf316]

Almost 22 and still a studycel, any chances for me are over. It'll take me atleast another 6-7 years to earn enough to fly Thailand or anywhere.

What i do is keeping trying. It sucks most of the time. Buts like hitting Power Ball or to lotto if you dont play u have 0 % chance. When i play every day i have 1% chance out of 100. Very bad odds but i try

 

[GreenCel]

What i do is keeping trying. It sucks most of the time. Buts like hitting Power Ball or to lotto if you dont play u have 0 % chance. When i play every day i have 1% chance out of 100. Very bad odds but i try

I have taken enough chances. I was rejected everywhere. Can't just bear rejections anymore.

 

[Limerencel]

yea that not good. U would Definitely need to find a Hooker. Or fly out to thailand. If you can

He is East Indian, so he can't run JBW game in Thailand.

 

[BlackOpsIIcel]

Where you raised by a single mother?

 

[Smurf316]

He is East Indian, so he can't run JBW game in Thailand.

Whats JBW ?game. Very new to this site

Where you raised by a single mother?

Yes my dad is a dick

 

[BlackOpsIIcel]

Yes my dad is a dick

I have noticed that with you East Indians. You're often Engineers, mostly in Computer Science. Then you get an Indian wife. Unless! You are raised by single mothers.

 

[TheRealChincel]

Jamaica, Queens? It never began.

 

[Smurf316]

I have noticed that with you East Indians. You're often Engineers, mostly in Computer Science. Then you get an Indian wife. Unless! You are raised by single mothers.

Yes true mostly who Emigrated to the US..with good Education . I on the other hand was raised by my mom in NYC born here also went to Public New York City school. Where i hardly went high school due to being in Jamaica Queens got rob a few times plus it was a bad school. Google it Hillcrest high school Jamaica queens

Jamaica, Queens? It never began.

???

 

[TheRealChincel]

Yes true mostly who Emigrated to the US..with good Education . I on the other hand was raised by my mom in NYC born here also went to Public New York City school. Where i hardly went high school due to being in Jamaica Queens got rob a few times plus it was a bad school. Google it Hillcrest high school Jamaica queens

???

You live in a black area as an Indian in the most hypergamous city in the United States. What chance did you ever have?

 

[Smurf316]

You live in a black area as an Indian in the most hypergamous city in the United States. What chance did you ever have?

Ur right about that the Tyrone's mostly took all the girls in my school. I seen few indian guyanese girls with black never got a smile from my own background girls it sucked

 

[Zielony4]

Damn, Queens Jamaica, you're like 15 minutes away. I'm a 21 year old incel though. Being incel here is tough. Indians have it downright awful here.

 

[EthnicelNL]

Welcome to the destitute life of ethnicels

 

[Limerencel]

Welcome to the destitute life of ethnicels

 

[Smurf316]

Damn, Queens Jamaica, you're like 15 minutes away. I'm a 21 year old incel though. Being incel here is tough. Indians have it downright awful here.

Most do. But i seen alot of east and west indian with girlfriends alot west indians from trinidad guyana they party alot but east indian from india or Pakistan have it much hard

Most do. But i seen alot of east and west indian with girlfriends alot west indians from trinidad guyana they party alot but east indian from india or Pakistan have it much hard. Your 21 you still have time. Go to bars etc. Alot of west indian girls like white guys go to a club on Jamaica ave 121 st its called
Maracas. But be careful of the drunk indian guys they hate it when ur different and getting love from their girls. I moved to Phoenix AZ last month i will return to home state soon

 

[Rice Cel]

i suppose youve had a better life than many incels here but hell with it you still fall under incel category but loosely

 

[Smurf316]

Thanks i guess

i suppose youve had a better life than many incels here but hell with it you still fall under incel category but loosely

Yea just alittle better very little

 

[Zielony4]

Most do. But i seen alot of east and west indian with girlfriends alot west indians from trinidad guyana they party alot but east indian from india or Pakistan have it much hard

I'm both Trinidadian and Guyanese but I just look like a Bengali person and have indian / paki features which is awful. It's 100% true that people from the West Indies and Punjabis don't have it too bad.

 

[Smurf316]

I'm both Trinidadian and Guyanese but I just look like a Bengali person and have indian / paki features which is awful. It's 100% true that people from the West Indies and Punjabis don't have it too bad.

Very true. Them west indian cooli girlz nice go to house partys dont drink to much pretend u drink infornt of the guys girls like light drinkers. Brother u have chance. To make it ur 21. Am 37. I bit late for me i think. Ur young if change friends take up cricket on sundays or hit the gym if u like to smoke weed find girls who like that i never changed my ways i think if change dress differnt. Then u might get lucky go for the ugly girl and watch the hot girl come for u. I wish u luck

 

[Zielony4]

Very true. Them west indian cooli girlz nice go to house partys dont drink to much pretend u drink infornt of the guys girls like light drinkers. Brother u have chance. To make it ur 21. Am 37. I bit late for me i think. Ur young if change friends take up cricket on sundays or hit the gym if u like to smoke weed find girls who like that i never changed my ways i think if change dress differnt. Then u might get lucky go for the ugly girl and watch the hot girl come for u. I wish u luck

Thanks for the wishes. I think coolie girls aren't as bad as regular Indian women. THOSE are the bad ones who we talk about. All women are bad though, which is why I'm incel. Hopefully I can make it though. I don't party and socialize like we're supposed to.

 

[Smurf316]

Thanks for the wishes. I think coolie girls aren't as bad as regular Indian women. THOSE are the bad ones who we talk about. All women are bad though, which is why I'm incel. Hopefully I can make it though. I don't party and socialize like we're supposed to.

Am 37 so i kinda have idea Where I made mistakes You must socialize and go to some parties. Socialize was the hardest part for me. That's where the mistake i made looking back at it. And yes i feel in love With Guyanese bar girl she smiled at me alot free stuff she gave me many hints. But i did not take them i Regret it to this day. Check out Maracas night club on jamaica ave 121 st on a Saturday night alot of single girls go there. Drink 2 beers and just be ur self. Worst case u get to enjoy the music all i can say is Try. Go to College. Just be out the house. Try going to Liberty ave during the day get a cute dog some girls would walk up to to play with ur dog .. i am just saying what i would do if i can turn back time u seem like a nice guy dont give up. If i was in nyc i would hang with u but am out of state due to High rent etc there no west indian in Arizona ;(

 

[Zielony4]

Damn, I go to college already and gymcel. I live a block away from liberty ave. Those women like the guyanese people that act like shit and dress like shit. That is probably my only escape though. I'll check out that club though, thanks. If I go to college and can't get laid then I don't know if anything else will work.

 

[theultimate341]

 

[Smurf316]

Damn, I go to college already and gymcel. I live a block away from liberty ave. Those women like the guyanese people that act like shit and dress like shit. That is probably my only escape though. I'll check out that club though, thanks. If I go to college and can't get laid then I don't know if anything else will work.

Just And Invite a girl to the club on 121 st. But stick with a cooli girl even tho i am indian / Pakistani i had. More west indian friends in school. Indian Pakistani girls want white chads even cooli girls going down that road And remember we are Originally Indian from India Good Luck. And dont drink to much it will never solve a
Ny problem ur 21. Good luck kid