RageFuel "26 and Still Haven’t Had Sex, I Tried But couldn’t Go Through With It, Feeling So Conflicted"

[DarkStar]

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This post genuinely made me rage

I more or less skimmed the second half because I could see the emojis, the smug up-beat tone, and just knew that it would probably get me worked-up even more.

But I mean just shit, this just says it all. This foid is 26 and(allegedly) a virgin still, yet look at this shit:

I’m 26, and I’ve been dealing with this confusing mix of curiosity, fear, and insecurity about having sex for the first time. I know there’s no “right” age or timeline, but honestly, the older I get, the more pressure I feel, mostly from myself.

Recently, I had an opportunity to finally take that step. It was with someone I kinda trust and feel comfortable with. We were at a motel (it’s common in my country, basically places rented for couples to have sex) and even played truth or dare to help break the ice. A friend came with me at first because I didn’t feel comfortable being alone with him right away. During the game, he was just in boxers while I stayed fully dressed, and he kept doing little things to push the boundaries, like having me “accidentally” touch him during dares. It felt intentional, but I know he was just trying to keep things light and playful.

When it came to actually having sex, though, I froze. I couldn't tell him, couldn't get undressed, couldn’t move past the fear or mental block, even though I thought I was ready. The most I could manage was letting him see one of my boobs and stimulate it for a bit. It didn’t feel like much, honestly. That’s where it ended, but it felt like a huge step, maybe it wasn't tho lol

He was understanding and kind about it when we left and talked to him about it, which I appreciated so much. But now that I’m home, I’m feeling all kinds of conflicted. I’m frustrated with myself for not going through with it, but I also think maybe I wasn’t as ready as I thought.

The thing is, I really want to know what sex feels like, physically and emotionally. I’ve explored my body enough to know what I enjoy on my own, but I’m scared that it’ll be different, awkward, or even disappointing with someone else. Plus, being 26 makes me feel so behind. I know it’s not a race, but it’s hard not to feel like I’m missing out.

How do I work through these fears and finally feel ready? Is it normal to feel so conflicted even when I know I want this? I’d love to hear your advice or similar experiences if you’re comfortable sharing. Thanks for taking the time to read this

She LITERALLY had a guy who was willing to "be her first" and basically went out of his way to make sure she was accommodated to the fullest degree; even allowing her to bring a fucking friend who wasn't going to be involved & play some foreplay game.

All for her to just freeze up for whatever reason and then bitch out, only to leave her second-guessing her actions later.

Frankly, I feel it's as if she likes the attention she gets from this. She likes the fact she has friends who would go anywhere with her because he's dangerous, she likes the fact she's "different" from basically every other foid, she likes the fact that guys will move mountains for her only to be turned down. Likely, she isn't aware of this on the surface, due to the fact foids never really make it past 13/14 mentally/emotionally as a result of their pampered nature. I'm also willing to bet that she probably is a "rich kid" also, which is why she feels someone needs to do it for her.

 

[HONKLERMANIA]

 

[Scatius Deletus]

 

[Scatius Deletus]

Chads hiding in the forests

 

[Grodd]

Foids are pathetic

 

[SupremeAutist]

26 year old virgin foid (allegedly) that's like a shiny pokemon

 

[AtrociousCitizen]

It feels as if I am being mocked

 

[JKlancecaster069]

Average femcel jfl.