Experiment 2018 is almost over, what have you accomplished?
I lost half a pound of weight
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I've had the opposites of accomplishments, hoping 2019 will be better
Nofap for 2 months.
Nothing
Lost about 60 pounds in about half year more totally (not in once) and still losing today. This was my greatest achievement.
Complete failure, my entire life is ruined. My evil parents won't even buy me a rope so I can gain eternal peace and rest. Tried strangulation of the neck with a bunch of clothes unfortunately could not even achieve a loss of consciousness since the pressure on the arteries of the neck was insufficient. Was experimenting tying with a belt got close but they found out and took it away. Banging my head against a wall everyday for weeks didn't work just gave me a headache and made me feel weaker. Need to keep trying for better results. If I can find sufficient means I might make a real suicide thread here and ask mods to ban my account.
Thats pretty respectable ngl
Nothing. Destroyed my one chance to careermaxx and am LDARing ever since. Ogre.
-beaten agoraphobia (not bragging, took me a year and a shitload of money)
-"somewhat" successful weight loss, but no where near i want it
-developed a technique that helps me still well at night
-improved relations with parents and sister
-started improving my life using a diary based system with dates and hours
things i failed at
-i smoke more than ever, im genuinely worried ill get cancer
-i get very depressed at night, which in turn makes me slightly suicidal
-am drinking soda again,not eating veggies like i should
-i LDAR on bed too much, since the weather is atrocious
-"somewhat" successful weight loss, but no where near i want it
-developed a technique that helps me still well at night
-improved relations with parents and sister
-started improving my life using a diary based system with dates and hours
things i failed at
-i smoke more than ever, im genuinely worried ill get cancer
-i get very depressed at night, which in turn makes me slightly suicidal
-am drinking soda again,not eating veggies like i should
-i LDAR on bed too much, since the weather is atrocious
Absolutely nothing. 2018 has been the worst year of my life. Nothing of value was accomplished. The least productive year I've ever had.
so very little, i need to get a better job and go to more places and get friends. this year i just barely got out there despite wasting months interviewing and preparing for some stupid events, all while being psychically attacked by visions of oneitis every single day. literally doing everything out of fear, no warm pleasant incentives anywhere.
most effort + same low returns = worst year yet
most effort + same low returns = worst year yet
Nothing but misery, does it ever end
Why only 2 ounces? Also what are the side effects of it before dying? Surely it can't be that easy or it would be included as a reliable method by lostallhope.
wtf man this is illegal
Thank you for the info I am very grateful I only hope you are right. Purchasing it using my parents credit card and getting it past them will be a problem I will need to figure something. Any ideas? Also how about storage and consumption?
lost my high paying job
semi destroyed my car
went NC on almost all the friends i had
got a drug addictions
destroyed my health
lost any hope
good year.
semi destroyed my car
went NC on almost all the friends i had
got a drug addictions
destroyed my health
lost any hope
good year.
I had otoplasty.
This was a relatively great year. Became thousands of times much more organized, went more successful in my studies and obtained a great and decisive result with respect to that, made many new friends, started to have a real permanent social life despite my inceldom.
And after many failures with girls, discovered the Blackpill and the incel community, realized it was over, felt liberated and went on a sort of Whitepill which contributed to the results of this year.
And after many failures with girls, discovered the Blackpill and the incel community, realized it was over, felt liberated and went on a sort of Whitepill which contributed to the results of this year.
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i survived, thats great accomplishment for truecel.
found incels.is
finally a dude with a good year, me and you gonna make it
This tbh
Thanks man, good job for your year as well. Keep up the good work. I really hope so
workcel'd and LDARed
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Went through mid life crisis and died to the world. I feel nothing anymore.
I told to my teacher what I feel for her.
I show myself that i have a low inhib and i can do whatever I want!.
I show myself that i have a low inhib and i can do whatever I want!.
I went all the way around the sun.
Ups and downs. Most unpredictable year of my life.
Down: Started the year suicidal, and depressed about my career and my (lack of a) sex life. Got suspended from my East Coast boarding school and they wouldn't let me back until I got a psych review.
Up: Two weeks later my suspension, I was cleared and flew back. I planned a weekend getaway to NYC with a few normie friends which involved xans, cognac, stolen panties, and driving 110mph on the NJ turnpike with an Audi borrowed from a Chad.
Down: I was kicked out five weeks later for using and selling. My parents canceled all the credit cards they gave me, my phone plan, my Netflix, my NYTimes subscription, et cetera.
Up: I went to rehab, saw a shrink and recovered within 2 months. I self-studied for 16 AP exams, received the highest possible grade (5) on 13 of them, and won acceptance to a really good university in the UK. My boarding school then mailed me a high school diploma because they wanted my name (and my university) on the matriculation list.
Up: My parents reinstated all my privileges. I turned 18. I genuinely thought I'd turn my life around -- looksmax and moneymax. Banking or consulting for a few years, an MBA, jump into private equity or asset management, marry a gold-digging Stacy. I finally started uni.
Down: I faced a few setbacks in the hunt for club/society positions and spring-week investment banking internships. A lot of setbacks, actually. It turns out I suck at interviews. JP Morgan, Lazard, BAML, and Citi have already turned me down. I guess I never really cured my social anxiety. I'm not even sure whether banking's a good culture fit for me anymore, and sometimes I feel as if my career has already fallen apart. I know a few management consultants at MBB, but it seems as though that requires even more social skills than IB. I wouldn't be surprised if some HR/recruitment lady saw my face and immediately marked me as defective.
Down: After a few weeks I realized I'll be as romantically unsuccessful here as I was before. I got so fucking annoyed at normies talking about sex, having sex. Unbelievably annoyed. People start humblebragging about the trouble of long-distance relationships...and I'm just sitting there hoping I was in their position. Who in their right mind thinks that "The last person I had sex with?" is a good icebreaker question?
I slipped back into alcoholism and started to escortcel, although I've managed to stay clear of drugs and casinos.
I'm not really sure what I'm going to do next, with regards to...well, everything. My life just seems suboptimal. Forget 2018...I'm afraid when I turn 50 in a few decades I'll despise myself for what little I've accomplished...sexually, socially, financially.
Fuck.
Down: Started the year suicidal, and depressed about my career and my (lack of a) sex life. Got suspended from my East Coast boarding school and they wouldn't let me back until I got a psych review.
Up: Two weeks later my suspension, I was cleared and flew back. I planned a weekend getaway to NYC with a few normie friends which involved xans, cognac, stolen panties, and driving 110mph on the NJ turnpike with an Audi borrowed from a Chad.
Down: I was kicked out five weeks later for using and selling. My parents canceled all the credit cards they gave me, my phone plan, my Netflix, my NYTimes subscription, et cetera.
Up: I went to rehab, saw a shrink and recovered within 2 months. I self-studied for 16 AP exams, received the highest possible grade (5) on 13 of them, and won acceptance to a really good university in the UK. My boarding school then mailed me a high school diploma because they wanted my name (and my university) on the matriculation list.
Up: My parents reinstated all my privileges. I turned 18. I genuinely thought I'd turn my life around -- looksmax and moneymax. Banking or consulting for a few years, an MBA, jump into private equity or asset management, marry a gold-digging Stacy. I finally started uni.
Down: I faced a few setbacks in the hunt for club/society positions and spring-week investment banking internships. A lot of setbacks, actually. It turns out I suck at interviews. JP Morgan, Lazard, BAML, and Citi have already turned me down. I guess I never really cured my social anxiety. I'm not even sure whether banking's a good culture fit for me anymore, and sometimes I feel as if my career has already fallen apart. I know a few management consultants at MBB, but it seems as though that requires even more social skills than IB. I wouldn't be surprised if some HR/recruitment lady saw my face and immediately marked me as defective.
Down: After a few weeks I realized I'll be as romantically unsuccessful here as I was before. I got so fucking annoyed at normies talking about sex, having sex. Unbelievably annoyed. People start humblebragging about the trouble of long-distance relationships...and I'm just sitting there hoping I was in their position. Who in their right mind thinks that "The last person I had sex with?" is a good icebreaker question?
I slipped back into alcoholism and started to escortcel, although I've managed to stay clear of drugs and casinos.
I'm not really sure what I'm going to do next, with regards to...well, everything. My life just seems suboptimal. Forget 2018...I'm afraid when I turn 50 in a few decades I'll despise myself for what little I've accomplished...sexually, socially, financially.
Fuck.
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Nuthing literally
absolutely nothing i fucking hate my life
better ewhoring skills
a ps4 ( ewhore money )
580 € worth of ps4 stuff ( ewhore money )
a 230€ ewhore month
more knowledge about redpill/blackpill and that your purpose it to maximize happyness and minimize suffering, not needing to owe anyone any shit but yourself
more content with oneself
bad? , no sex
no gf experience , i rly dont care about a LTR at this point anyways, short term will make the deal, foids are hypergamous creatures that cant love the way we man do them, so there is no point having a long relationshit anyways
canceled looksmax ( foids shouldnt be the fucking reason but subconscious it is )
no social life rly ( seems bad from a societal standpoint of view, backfires if im in an socieal evironment and people pick up on my wierdness )
i dont care being social i just want to life a comfort and good life, sadly only being superficial helps you doing that ala got looks and status ( you gain status from being superior looking )
a ps4 ( ewhore money )
580 € worth of ps4 stuff ( ewhore money )
a 230€ ewhore month
more knowledge about redpill/blackpill and that your purpose it to maximize happyness and minimize suffering, not needing to owe anyone any shit but yourself
more content with oneself
bad? , no sex
no gf experience , i rly dont care about a LTR at this point anyways, short term will make the deal, foids are hypergamous creatures that cant love the way we man do them, so there is no point having a long relationshit anyways
canceled looksmax ( foids shouldnt be the fucking reason but subconscious it is )
no social life rly ( seems bad from a societal standpoint of view, backfires if im in an socieal evironment and people pick up on my wierdness )
i dont care being social i just want to life a comfort and good life, sadly only being superficial helps you doing that ala got looks and status ( you gain status from being superior looking )
Had a 34 days nofap in spring.
Completed 3~ of my CS courses.
Completed 3~ of my CS courses.
Dropped out of college
Studyceled
Gymceled
Gymceled
Doesn't really matter what you achieve if it's all over
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I got promoted and paid down payment on a nice house.
Failed normie not incel
Been the worst year of my adult life due to achieving nothing and everything I tried didn't work out. Life is impossible and everything is meaningless and hopeless now.
I am now overweight (in terms of gut bodyfat), the worst I've been since December 2009. Alcohol and swelling from stomach bloat. If I quit beer outright I'll get it down even further
I quit the gym but lost overall weight during my last doctors weigh in. Ironically the gym actually added to my weight gain. I finally acknowledge diet and cardio only with homeworkout pressups would be best for me.
I am now overweight (in terms of gut bodyfat), the worst I've been since December 2009. Alcohol and swelling from stomach bloat. If I quit beer outright I'll get it down even further
I quit the gym but lost overall weight during my last doctors weigh in. Ironically the gym actually added to my weight gain. I finally acknowledge diet and cardio only with homeworkout pressups would be best for me.
Approached over 100 girls this year.
No success but I can say I tried.
No success but I can say I tried.
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Absolutely nothing just like 2017, 2016, 2015, 2014, 2013, 2012, 2011, 2010....1993 
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What is ewhore and where do i sign up. Broke af
this year was wild tbh. Had some great experiences but also went to the psych ward and dropped out of school.
I cleared my acne with accutane, but the scarring is brutal
Officially introduce .is and blackpills in my life
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