same for me both things. Rat poison is too ineffective and easily detected and doesnt desolve quickly enough.
I would have needed to get gloves to undo the plugs of their bottles without leaving finger prints and then put some in mine too.
I also would need to get rid of all the Thallium but the worst is the metadata that can be searched on my then PC (which I was unaware of at that age).
So I would have been caught likely.
Each and everyone in that class was against me from day 1 they literally bullied me every day THE whole class, even the outsiders started bullying so that they dont end up being bullied, the teachers started bullying me (I still got not clue I never said a bad thing to them, most likely it was my ADHD that confused them or my critics towards the shitty school system or it was simply because nobody wanted to work with me), the class next door did it as well.
Eventually I was bullied out of the whole school in just a period of 8 months. A school with 800 students, ALL of them against me in a matter of the first 3 or 4 weeks I was on that school.
It was instantly made the victim the moment I introduces myself, what i said was "Hi, I am Jesty 13 yo, I switched from another school because of complications with grades, i play guitar and have a hobby called 'Microbiology' (weird uncanny hobby).
Some kid said: "Well shit, you are the new class victim now, congratulations"
I could not go anywhere, they were spitting on me, they were throwing things at me, they were threatening me with weapons, they stole stuff and money from me, they physically brutalized me several times that I needed to go to the hospital.
Eventually I instantly the moment a class ended ran out of the school way beyond the boarders of what is still called "Schoolyard" - technically the teachers now would have been legally responsible - they didnt care. Some older dudes I never met before stalked me, they hunted me like an animal I aint even kidding. In winter i wanted to play a snowball fight with some, it ended up with me being nearly killed because 2 kids put not only lots of snow in my face but straight up let me gulp it down. I nearly suffocated.
I was ignored by most girls or they laughted about me or lied to me, some of them started cyber bullying me. One girl made a fake facebook of me with a picture of me and let it say weird stuff and she linked the account to the whole school - I just told everyone "You know thats not me right? Thats a fake account idiot".
Most of the class made it eventually so that I dont know which room to go in because they switched with the teacher when I wasnt there. When I discovered they were already in a room and I came 15 minutes late I raged about them, the fucking bitch whore teacher "Shut up, what if we just wrote a test and you buldged in now and started screaming?"
Man I was about to attack her with a pencil and stab her eyes out - if I wasnt surrounded by 30 students that were straight up bloodlusted towards me.
I aint kidding, several kids started to physically attack me in ways that were life threatening and even sexual, that one bully of mine who was likely a faggot who grapped my dick not once but twice before i gave him a punch to the face and a kick to the balls - stopped him only temporarily. He was back on his insanity the next week. He was just a freak.
That guy literally hated me from hello. LITERALLY from hello. The very first day on the school, the very first person I saw, he said he goes to class "XYZ" and I came to him and said you are from class "XYZ" and he said "Yeah" I said, well then we are classmates now I join you today "try to give hand" he looks at me confused and walks of without giving me the hand.
Crazy shit is that even after leaving that school THEY STILL continued to haunt me. They now searched THE NEXT SCHOOL I went to - and told everyone there I was a Freak/Creep/Asshole/Bastard or whatever - that 3th HS was very good actually, the teachers liked me and I liked them and the classmates I had were okay with me, but it became obvious I already was severely mentally damaged and had high social anxiety - also a reason I never joined any Social Media - on that school tho after some of the other schools guys reached out to my classmates, all of a sudden some of them started bullying me too. One girl made me cry twice.
I went to yet another school, I had already forgotten by then most of the bullies from that hellish 8 months of my life - but they didnt. EVEN THERE they still had connections to people to make me look like a fool - jestermaxxing didnt do it good either.
I changed Highschool a whole 4 times. 6 years later, at age 19, people in my city approched me and laughted about me or called me names like "Arent you that weirdo with the microbes?" - some random girl I had NEVER seen before.
Even in 2021, at age 22, in corona time, were I was outside with a mask even, I met random people on the train who said "Arent you that guy who became the weirdo of that school?" "No, i dont know who you are or what you mean." "Nono, you definitely are that guy, i seen your face once and they told me you have a strong dialect, did you spread corona too microbe-boy" (funnily enough I predicted the corona epidemic and even made a presentation in a class of 2016 about the sars cov virus).
Now I live in a different apartment in a different city and have been outside of society for basically the past 4 years. Rarely do I meet people that still have an ill image about me in my head.
Ofc I never was interested in girls at that age, all of them whores fucked me over time and time again and burned a bad picture into my head.
For nearly 15 years of my life I was on a witchhunt as the witch, how can anybody belive that i am not insane now?
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