1) I've always paid my bills on time, and they mostly serve to make me angry seeing how I get Jew'd.
2) Ha, never.
3) I still cry a lot at night.
4) I do stuff, but terms like "productivity" are meaningless claptrap to me since I have zero desire to productive for a society that despises me.
5) My dream is to have a sexual relationship with a female, and I do not control that.
6) If I block all the negatives in life, then I avoid everyone, which is probably seen as getting worse.
7) I'll die soon, I guess that's seeing the light at the end of the tunnel.
8) See 6.
9) I never get ill since I've been a shut-in. I can't remember the last time I got sick. Also, See 6.
10) Unless you're born with very high value or power, your life doesn't matter. We're just doing whatever to make our lives the most comfortable.