FrenchSandNigger
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- Joined
- Mar 12, 2024
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First off it obviously decreased my energy like I expected, but in exchange I felt more calm, less stressed, before that I was full of stress, anxious, paranoids even.
BUT that's the thing, I feel numb from most of thing and today I realise that porn do not even work anymore.
Hardcore porn do nothing to me, it look like a strange show...It's like I see that they are just actors playing.
Worst part is that my incel brain and heart feel deep sadness seeing a women being fucked by a man, every time I hear in my mind " I will never have that, I will never have sex with a women if I do not pay her "
It just make me sad, hardcore porn used to be ok for me because it's dehumanizing female in a way that make me forget that I search intimacy and feeling, but looking a one woman with a man make me fucking sad.
I will try softcore to see if it works, otherwise it seem I'm in a forced nofap.
BUT that's the thing, I feel numb from most of thing and today I realise that porn do not even work anymore.
Hardcore porn do nothing to me, it look like a strange show...It's like I see that they are just actors playing.
Worst part is that my incel brain and heart feel deep sadness seeing a women being fucked by a man, every time I hear in my mind " I will never have that, I will never have sex with a women if I do not pay her "
It just make me sad, hardcore porn used to be ok for me because it's dehumanizing female in a way that make me forget that I search intimacy and feeling, but looking a one woman with a man make me fucking sad.
I will try softcore to see if it works, otherwise it seem I'm in a forced nofap.