[Whitepill] I now believe I am genuinely creepy

[Unhappy-Man]

I wasn't out going during school or most of uni but in my final year I have tried being out going, trying to 'infiltrate' friendship groups and join societies but judging by how people react around me, how I don't get invited to things how people prevent me from knowing plans or even looking at them online I believe that I am genuinely a creepy guy.


I think I am better of as a genuine loner, it is too late to make friends at this stage of my life, I am finishing uni soon so thankfully I will have less opportunity to creep people out.

I think from now on I will forget about friendships and trying to get into relationships so I no longer bother people.

But I don't think I will LDAR, I have mostly been quite active during my life so will focus on my phyiscal fitness though not hardcore gymcelling but cycling, hiking and I want to take up archery.

Anyway I just wanted to express my thoughts to other people.

IB4

 

[Animecel2D]

 

[Deleted member 24081]

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Brilliant reply.

 

[your personality]

I wasn't out going during school or most of uni but in my final year I have tried being out going, trying to 'infiltrate' friendship groups and join societies but judging by how people react around me, how I don't get invited to things how people prevent me from knowing plans or even looking at them online I believe that I am genuinely a creepy guy.

Unfortunately other people make the decision whether to accept you into their group or not even if you meet the behavioral standards of the rest of the people in the group. If you have a bad rep people will do anything to justify keeping you locked out from social things in life.

I think I am better of as a genuine loner, it is too late to make friends at this stage of my life, I am finishing uni soon so thankfully I will have less opportunity to creep people out.

I think from now on I will forget about friendships and trying to get into relationships so I no longer bother people.

Finishing uni as a loner is suifuel.

But I don't think I will LDAR, I have mostly been quite active during my life so will focus on my phyiscal fitness though not hardcore gymcelling but cycling, hiking and I want to take up archery.

Anyway I just wanted to express my thoughts to other people.

IB4

That's good doing some physical fitness is better than pure LDAR

 

[Dregster]

I wasn't out going during school or most of uni but in my final year I have tried being out going, trying to 'infiltrate' friendship groups and join societies but judging by how people react around me, how I don't get invited to things how people prevent me from knowing plans or even looking at them online I believe that I am genuinely a creepy guy.


I think I am better of as a genuine loner, it is too late to make friends at this stage of my life, I am finishing uni soon so thankfully I will have less opportunity to creep people out.

I think from now on I will forget about friendships and trying to get into relationships so I no longer bother people.

But I don't think I will LDAR, I have mostly been quite active during my life so will focus on my phyiscal fitness though not hardcore gymcelling but cycling, hiking and I want to take up archery.

Anyway I just wanted to express my thoughts to other people.

IB4

Based

 

[Deleted member 301]

I wasn't out going during school or most of uni but in my final year I have tried being out going, trying to 'infiltrate' friendship groups and join societies but judging by how people react around me, how I don't get invited to things how people prevent me from knowing plans or even looking at them online I believe that I am genuinely a creepy guy.


I think I am better of as a genuine loner, it is too late to make friends at this stage of my life, I am finishing uni soon so thankfully I will have less opportunity to creep people out.

I think from now on I will forget about friendships and trying to get into relationships so I no longer bother people.

But I don't think I will LDAR, I have mostly been quite active during my life so will focus on my phyiscal fitness though not hardcore gymcelling but cycling, hiking and I want to take up archery.

Anyway I just wanted to express my thoughts to other people.

IB4

Fittness coping and outdoor cycling and hiking etc, is how Oldcel virgin Downhill D. Miller copes:


View: https://youtu.be/pngQPFcgj20


View: https://youtu.be/xOrG9iN212g


View: https://youtu.be/af1tYTqAYEA


View: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=i8YxlMjulT4


View: https://youtu.be/--_U2co2Bp8

Severely Depressed and Social Phobic Virgin Man Does 7 Front Flips In a Row!

reupload

youtu.be

 

[Unhappy-Man]

Fittness coping and outdoor cycling and hiking etc, is how Oldcel virgin Downhill D. Miller copes:


View: https://youtu.be/pngQPFcgj20


View: https://youtu.be/xOrG9iN212g


View: https://youtu.be/af1tYTqAYEA


View: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=i8YxlMjulT4


View: https://youtu.be/--_U2co2Bp8

Severely Depressed and Social Phobic Virgin Man Does 7 Front Flips In a Row!

reupload

youtu.be

I will probably experience less than half of the activities he has done I don't have the connections to starting doing alot of activities where you need training or equipment, I am a loner so would have to look it up and try it all by myself.

But tbh he looks like a good role model, it looks like it beats LDARing.

 

[Deleted member 301]

I will probably experience less than half of the activities he has done I don't have the connections to starting doing alot of activities where you need training or equipment, I am a loner so would have to look it up and try it all by myself.

But tbh he looks like a good role model, it looks like it beats LDARing.

He's also a completely, friendless loner. Though he looks like he lives in a great location, luckily.

 

[Unhappy-Man]

He's also a completely, friendless loner. Though he looks like he lives in a great location, luckily.

Yeah, i live in the middle of urban uk

 

[Animecel2D]

Brilliant reply.

thanks bro

 

[Idotms]

Yeah
Just be social theory is false and does not work
I tried to go to things first year of high school
I quickly realised it wouldn't get me anywhere or help me get friends
My brother kept going to social event during the entire time at highschool
That didn't help him either, it's a waste

 

[Deleted member 24081]

thanks bro

 

[Unhappy-Man]

Fittness coping and outdoor cycling and hiking etc, is how Oldcel virgin Downhill D. Miller copes:


View: https://youtu.be/pngQPFcgj20


View: https://youtu.be/xOrG9iN212g


View: https://youtu.be/af1tYTqAYEA


View: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=i8YxlMjulT4


View: https://youtu.be/--_U2co2Bp8

Severely Depressed and Social Phobic Virgin Man Does 7 Front Flips In a Row!

reupload

youtu.be

How did you hear about this guy?
He doesn't have many subs or anything

 

[Deleted member 301]

Yeah, i live in the middle of urban uk

I used to live in practically an Incel Mecca up until December 2019, hardly any foids and the few that were around were old and haggard, and married off. About a 90/10 ratio of men to women, it was entirely normal to be an old single man. As most of the small village was made up of Oldcel farmers who had never married as they were too busy, plus being based and afraid of getting divorce-raped and losing half of their land. The pub I used to drink in was 100% Oldcel men just happily Alcoholmaxxing, only women in their were the barmaids who were all over 60. Good place to live and cope, as no foids meant no simping men or dancing monkeys Jestermaxxing, just Oldcels drinking and getting high lol.

Now I live in a town about 25 miles away, and it's a cosmopolitan, multi-cultural, hippy hellhole, ripe with degeneracy and scantily dressed sluts and trannies, faggots etc Though it doesn't make much of a difference to me, as I'm virtually housebound these days anyway due to being decrepit and requiring the help of carers, actually I'm glad lol.

A couple of videos of the good old days:


View: https://youtu.be/yabNA92i4Ok



View: https://youtu.be/F35ai1UnK6A

How did you hear about this guy?
He doesn't have many subs or anything

Fairly certain he popped as a recommendation about 2 years ago.

 

[Unhappy-Man]

I used to live in practically an Incel Mecca up until December 2019, hardly any foids and the few that were around were old and haggard, and married off. About a 90/10 ratio of men to women, it was entirely normal to be an old single man. As most of the small village was made up of Oldcel farmers who had never married as they were too busy, plus being based and afraid of getting divorce-raped and losing half of their land. The pub I used to drink in was 100% Oldcel men just happily Alcoholmaxxing, only women in their were the barmaids who were all over 60. Good place to live and cope, as no foids meant no simping men or dancing monkeys Jestermaxxing, just Oldcels drinking and getting high lol.

Now I live in a town about 25 miles away, and it's a cosmopolitan, multi-cultural, hippy hellhole, ripe with degeneracy and scantily dressed sluts and trannies, faggots etc Though it doesn't make much of a difference to me, as I'm virtually housebound these days anyway due to being decrepit and requiring the help of carers, actually I'm glad lol.

A couple of videos of the good old days:


View: https://youtu.be/yabNA92i4Ok



View: https://youtu.be/F35ai1UnK6A




Fairly certain he popped as a recommendation about 2 years ago.

You got a very rural proper working class accent haha

Looks decent, I imagine friendship groups are easier without females around.

But I don't want end up a fat oldcel in a pub everyday either tbh

 

[Deleted member 301]

You got a very rural proper working class accent haha

Looks decent, I imagine friendship groups are easier without females around.

But I don't want end up a fat oldcel in a pub everyday either tbh

The no foid thing was bliss, like I said, no CelBro even tempted to Jestermaxx as the opportunity simple was never there lol Also High IQ about not wanting to end in a pub 24/7, that's why I have all the health problems I have now as I nearly died in December 2019 due to alcohol-related kidney failure. Indeed the guy I'm winding up in the video sadly died 2 years ago, and he was in the pub 24/7 like I was. As I was a Homelesscel for 5 and a half years the landlords of the pubs I used to frequent used to permit me to crash upstairs every now and then as I spent all my disability NEETbux in there, and practically lived in there anyway lol.

I do miss those days tbh, sucks being a decrepit Dyingcel Especially as the area I live in now is the opposite of everything I hold dear, a cosmopolitan, BLM obsessed, Soylent nightmare. I'd at least like to be able to LDAR and enjoy my final days in my old Incel-Paradise, familiar surroundings.

Perhaps it's my punishment for having the audacity to exist as an ugly man.

 

[WarriorSkull]

Fittness coping and outdoor cycling and hiking etc, is how Oldcel virgin Downhill D. Miller copes:

Just read this pinned comment he made on a more recent video:

I wanted to clarify when I meant a regular job. Ever since graduating with my master's, the the only jobs I have been able to obtain are those that require a lot of soliciting (personal training as an example), monotonous, repetitive, and very low satisfaction. Unfortunately, my masters degree is considered a non-professional generic degree. I would be looking at three more years of schooling to get into any job in the health and fitness industry that could remotely help me to pay off my substantial student loan debt. When it comes to temp agencies, they have completely disregarded my resume and college degree and are quick to suggest I am only qualified for light industrial work (grunt, monotonous, often minimum wage work). I refuse to get myself further into a rut working 40-60 hours a week doing light industrial, grunt, monotonous, often thankless work that aggravates my mental disability and not being able to devote the time I need to acquire the jobs skills to get into my desired career field. I can be very stubborn at times, but I also do not want to have to wait until 50 before I can start living life. Sometimes in life we have to take drastic measures to claw ourselves out of a rut. I refuse to let my failed master's degree dictate the rest of my life. End rant.

I found it really fucking depressing.

 

[Unhappy-Man]

The no foid thing was bliss, like I said, no CelBro even tempted to Jestermaxx as the opportunity simple was never there lol Also High IQ about not wanting to end in a pub 24/7, that's why I have all the health problems I have now as I nearly died in December 2019 due to alcohol-related kidney failure. Indeed the guy I'm winding up in the video sadly died 2 years ago, and he was in the pub 24/7 like I was. As I was a Homelesscel for 5 and a half years the landlords of the pubs I used to frequent used to permit me to crash upstairs every now and then as I spent all my disability NEETbux in there, and practically lived in there anyway lol.

I do miss those days tbh, sucks being a decrepit Dyingcel Especially as the area I live in now is the opposite of everything I hold dear, a cosmopolitan, BLM obsessed, Soylent nightmare. I'd at least like to be able to LDAR and enjoy my final days in my old Incel-Paradise, familiar surroundings.

Perhaps it's my punishment for having the audacity to exist as an ugly man.

Yeah alcohol coping is quite common among homeless oldcels in the shitty town I live in, I see them doing their circuits everyday, it looks depressing.

I agree about cosmpolitan area being shit, not only because of the politics bit because they contaim most of the social areas which are pretty much closed to me

 

[Deleted member 301]

Just read this pinned comment he made on a more recent video:


I found it really fucking depressing.

Yeah, suppose we each have our own struggles. Being Incel only rubs salt in the wound.

I agree about cosmpolitan area being shit, not only because of the politics bit because they contaim most of the social areas which are pretty much closed to me

I feel for any of you guy's that have problems socialising (Social Anxiety, Unexplained Awkward Creepyness, Autism etc...), it must be hell and incredibly lonely? Even being the ugly Manlet troll I am, I've never had problems socialising, or making friends, I dunno why? Of course having friends doesn't help you get laid in ANY way as an ugly man.

Then it's skewed and somewhat superficial, almost it's own universe in my case, as it's gotta be alot easier living where I lived to make friends and even the "Be Yourself" meme, when it's literally ALL Oldcel's, Locationcel's, Incel men.

I doubt very much if I grew up in the place I live now, if I would ever have made any friends. As an ugly male growing up, I likely would've been ostracized and forced to endure an existence akin to Quasimodo. Which is the way I live now tbh, but it doesn't bother me because I'm old.