LifeFuel THE GREAT ASCENSION ATTEMPT OF 2024

[benzocel]

entry 1 (02.05.2024)
i have decided to forego being sedentary even though i am beyond depressed and even something as basic as brushing my teeth hurts my soul and take it upon myself to find a girlfriend by the end of this year. im turning 21 and i have realised i would not be able to take another year without a gf.

my goal:
a 3/10 gf although im willing to go till 2/10. do not care about her being fat or whatever so long as shes not obese. also fine with her being ugly so long as shes not repulsive. should be able to hold a convo however and should not be a total retard

my plan:

1. gymmaxxing: i believe this will give me +0.5 to 1 points in the attractiveness scale
2. teethmaxxing: will get braces and get my overbite fixed (+0.3)
3. detanning: will get detanning procedure done to look fairer (+0.3 in curryland)
4. normiemaxxing: will go on kratom and benzos and develop an ordered use cycle to be able to participate in normie convos and thus come off as normal instead of the autist i am

guys please give me support. im depressed as hell and i need every good wish i can get

 

[DeathIsSalvation]

entry 1 (02.05.2024)
i have decided to forego being sedentary even though i am beyond depressed and even something as basic as brushing my teeth hurts my soul and take it upon myself to find a girlfriend by the end of this year. im turning 21 and i have realised i would not be able to take another year without a gf.

my goal:
a 3/10 gf although im willing to go till 2/10. do not care about her being fat or whatever so long as shes not obese. also fine with her being ugly so long as shes not repulsive. should be able to hold a convo however and should not be a total retard

my plan:

1. gymmaxxing: i believe this will give me +0.5 to 1 points in the attractiveness scale
2. teethmaxxing: will get braces and get my overbite fixed (+0.3)
3. detanning: will get detanning procedure done to look fairer (+0.3 in curryland)
4. normiemaxxing: will go on kratom and benzos and develop an ordered use cycle to be able to participate in normie convos and thus come off as normal instead of the autist i am

guys please give me support. im depressed as hell and i need every good wish i can get

I wish you luck bro. We only truly lose when we give up.

 

[DeathIsSalvation]

Even if you don't make it, it's not the end of the world bro. Keep your head up.

 

[benzocel]

Even if you don't make it, it's not the end of the world bro. Keep your head up.

thanks man. i will remember your words

 

[DeathIsSalvation]

thanks man. i will remember your words

 

[DeathIsSalvation]

Be grateful for stuff. Be grateful that you have a functioning set of eyes, all 4 limbs, etc. Even if girls don't want us, that don't mean we can't enjoy life tbh. There's plenty of other fun stuff in life that don't require a gf

 

[Max Doltman]

what is your height? your hair good?

 

[InceldianWarrior]

good luck bro, you got this

 

[benzocel]

what is your height? your hair good?

height is 5'8
hair is good. not balding in the least

 

[benzocel]

good luck bro, you got this

thanks man

 

[Max Doltman]

height is 5'8
hair is good. not balding in the least

light skin?

 

[wastedcodeine]

How will Kratom help you socialize? Also are you gonna be taking prescribed benzos or RC?

 

[Natey Nate]

My 2024 ascensions attempt:

 

[benzocel]

How will Kratom help you socialize? Also are you gonna be taking prescribed benzos or RC?

kratom lifts the depression for me and makes me amicable and sociable. one of the more effective drugs out there imo in that it helps you remain functional while also letting you have a good time. and prescribed since i do not have access to rcs

 

[benzocel]

light skin?

by curryland standards yes

 

[wastedcodeine]

kratom lifts the depression for me and makes me amicable and sociable. one of the more effective drugs out there imo in that it helps you remain functional while also letting you have a good time. and prescribed since i do not have access to rcs

I've heard that Kratom is like an opioid so I'm surprised it can actually help with that. Whenever I take opioids I just wanna be alone and chill out because the feeling is so nice lol

 

[wereq]

although im willing to go till 2/10

Do not accept anything less than 4/10, preferably 5/10.

 

[wereq]

guys please give me support. im depressed as hell and i need every good wish i can get

The question is, why are you depressed? What are you depressed about? Your looks? Your height? Your face? Maybe something else. Try to address that.

 

[wereq]

by curryland standards yes

Ok then its probably your face. You try to correct your facial flaws to improve your self-confidence and hope.

 

[Corvus]

benzos will do nothing but make you seem more retarded and embarrass yourself

 

[benzocel]

Do not accept anything less than 4/10, preferably 5/10.

hows it going for you? i believe you are also in curryland right?

 

[wereq]

hows it going for you?

not good

 

[benzocel]

The question is, why are you depressed? What are you depressed about? Your looks? Your height? Your face? Maybe something else. Try to address that.

its more to do with trauma than looks. although the treatment meted out to me because of being nd is a large part of it

 

[benzocel]

not good

im sorry to hear that brocel.

 

[K1ng N0th1ng]

You'll never know until you've tried, good luck brocel.

 

[wereq]

its more to do with trauma than looks.

 

[Epedaphic]

I will also try to ascend.

 

[Ventingblackpiller]

entry 1 (02.05.2024)
i have decided to forego being sedentary even though i am beyond depressed and even something as basic as brushing my teeth hurts my soul and take it upon myself to find a girlfriend by the end of this year. im turning 21 and i have realised i would not be able to take another year without a gf.

my goal:
a 3/10 gf although im willing to go till 2/10. do not care about her being fat or whatever so long as shes not obese. also fine with her being ugly so long as shes not repulsive. should be able to hold a convo however and should not be a total retard

my plan:

1. gymmaxxing: i believe this will give me +0.5 to 1 points in the attractiveness scale
2. teethmaxxing: will get braces and get my overbite fixed (+0.3)
3. detanning: will get detanning procedure done to look fairer (+0.3 in curryland)
4. normiemaxxing: will go on kratom and benzos and develop an ordered use cycle to be able to participate in normie convos and thus come off as normal instead of the autist i am

guys please give me support. im depressed as hell and i need every good wish i can get

 

[Audley Porter]

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I like his avi too.

 

[benzocel]

I like his avi too.

mine?

 

[Friezacel]

I tried Kratom but the taste gave me PTSD and i got headaches from it

 

[benzocel]

I tried Kratom but the taste gave me PTSD and i got headaches from it

i didnt mind the taste at all surprisingly. i could slosh it down with water easily

 

[benzocel]

status update [02/05/2024]:

- no careermaxxing
- 120 reps of biceps curls

overall not happy with today. tomorrow or the day after i will try and join gym to make more progress

 

[turbosperg]

the autist i am

 

[VictimofBpillReaper]

Don't forget your cold showers!

Fr tho good luck brocel

 

[benzocel]

Don't forget your cold showers!

Fr tho good luck brocel

i gave up lmao

 

[AlexDelarge]

thought of putting in effort and improving oneself to possibly get something as disgusting as fat 2-3/10 sounds shit to me

but if thats your desire good luck man. i prefer jerking off and paying stacies for sex

 

[benzocel]

paying stacies for sex

bro i gave up and now im saving money to do the same shit

no fucking point trying to ascend when youre autistic

 

[AlexDelarge]

bro i gave up and now im saving money to do the same shit

no fucking point trying to ascend when youre autistic

you gave up in these 14 days since making the post until now?

 

[VictimofBpillReaper]

i gave up lmao

Brootal

 

[benzocel]

you gave up in these 14 days since making the post until now?

I mean I have been trying my entire life lmfao but like even i were to ascend it couldnt possibly have been with anyone better than a 3/10 and i think im good man, im not gonna be with some retard who is only with me because she couldnt be with Chad. I would rather my money goes towards escorts. and im still gymmaxxing but that shits just for myself i dont go there with expectations of possibly ascending in the future anymore

 

[AlexDelarge]

I would rather my money goes towards escorts. and im still gymmaxxing but that shits just for myself i dont go there with expectations of possibly ascending in the future anymore

thats how i live nigga

 

[benzocel]

thats how i live nigga

how old are you?

 

[Regressive]

i dont think should leave your "caste" which is "inceldom"....you wont be happy