Reddit = Larp
Probably tbhtbh.
Can’t see the post
This is what they call rape
me too
its "quarantined" so i have to verify an email to see the post. Not worth it
He knew I was a lesbian
I thought we were close friends, since we'd cuddle in bed, have sleepovers. I was naive. The topic of sex came up from time to time, what we each liked, our kinks, and me questioning my sexuality and how Im not really into men, but had fantasies about being submissive to one.
It was all talk on my end. I just wanted to share the weird shit in my head with someone I trusted, since it was so confusing to me.
Then he started to change in how he talked about sex. He kept talking about how dominant he was and how much experience he had dominating women. He described the positions he would put them in, that they had to call him master or sir and other details.
He invited me to a few different threesomes, saying he would be my "wingman" with the other women (I didn't have experience with women at the time, so it was tempting for a brief moment).
I told him I would think about it, but really, I just wanted something less... strange as my first time with a woman. I didn't want to sleep with his straight girlfriend while he watched or participated. It made me a little nervous with him. But I was lonely at the time and still needed his company despite his now-constant badgering about sex.
Then one night we walked back to my dorm and got into bed. He was only in his boxers this time.
I genuinely never thought he could hurt me. I feel really dumb looking back on it, like I was so innocent to cuddle with this guy night after night and not expect him to try something. I was this naive, country hick far away from home and all I wanted was someone to hold me as sad as that sounds.
He started touching me in the middle of the night while I was half-asleep and I moaned because it felt weirdly good. He took that as invitation to go further. I woke up properly and sort of froze, like what is happening? I dont want to have sex with him. Tell him to stop. But I couldn't speak. I was horrified at myself and felt like I was watching from the outside as I froze up and did fucking nothing.
He took off my top. I don't wear pajama bottoms, so all he had to do was get off my underwear next. Then he hitched my legs up and pushed into me. I had sex before with a man to try it out, but this friend was the largest cock I've had. It was painful and he kept going slow until I was more wet. I finally managed to push against his chest to get him off, but he ignored it. He ignored it every time I pushed. He was telling me I was a good girl to take it so well, that I was moaning so much, begging for it. I was his little slut, his fuck-toy, his new whore to dominate. The filthiest words came out of his mouth. He mentioned his girlfriend would love me.
I was soaking after only a short time. I was openly sobbing at how fucked up it all was, that I felt so much pleasure and pain at the same time. Several times he pressed his nose and mouth against my face where the tears were. I think he wanted to feel my tears.
He sped up in his thrusting. It was so intense that I almost came right then and my legs were shaking badly. It all was so disgusting and perverted. Some part of me loved what he was doing, that I was being used like a slut, that I was succumbing to a guy who pestered me for weeks so I could be him and his girlfriend's toy. It only made me sob more.
When he was done, he went to the bathroom while I stayed absolutely still on my bed. I could barely think. He came back, got into bed and started spooning me again. I didn't even try to leave or say anything to him about how horrible it was. I just laid awake in the quiet, while he fell asleep behind me.
I denied it for a time, that he hadn't hurt me, that I was just a dumb slut and had that coming. Ive sought out many men to rape me ever since, mainly cnc and even met some people off of reddit, because I cant get it out of my head. Ive gotten really drunk just to rape-bait while on an ordinary date, but those men did not take advantage. I feel so much shame about it.
At first I wanted to re-do things I guess. I wanted to make it right somehow. That never quite worked out and frequently I get thoughts of being raped, even now when I have a loving girlfriend. I want to be raped and called all sorts of names and degrading things, spanked, tied down, but I have no outlet for that since we're monogamous and she's vanilla. Im even too afraid to tell her about this kink.
The fantasy of rape continues to build in my mind. Basically the only porn I read is non-consensual and usually fucked up and somehow I love it.
Toilets are appalling
This. Also rape doesn't exist for Chad
Never has and never will
I just read the beginning, she was hanging out with a guy who had been in multiples threesomes. JFL.
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Dividing by zero is the exact same as putting rape and Chad in the same sentence.
Her as a supposed lesbian hanging out practically naked with a straight guy whose been in numerous threesomes and claiming she didn’t want to be fucked by him is like me in the McDonald’s drive thru claiming I don’t want a Quarter pounder with cheese, bacon, onions, ketchup, mustard and large fries and a large ice cold Coca Cola.
In other words it’s bullshit.
In other words it’s bullshit.
The Reddit post is an obvious LARP post. Anyway, Lesbians being Chadosexuals is indeed true: Google Coronavirus Diaries: I’m a Lesbian. But Since the Lockdown, I’ve Been Sleeping With My Male Roommate. The original post surely is available somewhere.
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Rape is such bullshit, if you don't say no you don't get to say it was rape. I couldn't imagine being held so fucking out of any responsibility that if I was lying naked next to a guy, he started touching me and I'd MOAN loudly, and wouldn't say anything back, that it'd be rape?? Especially AFTER confessing that I want to be dominated sexually by a man?
It's fucking ridiculous how completely avoid of responsibility females are, it's like they're pre-pubescent kids.
It's fucking ridiculous how completely avoid of responsibility females are, it's like they're pre-pubescent kids.
Totta kai, suomalaiscel! That's why the ancient Israelis had the following rule:
“Then you shall bring them both out to the gate of that city and you shall stone them to death; the girl, because she did not cry out in the city, and the man, because he has violated his neighbor's wife. Thus you shall purge the evil from among you.” (Deu 22:24)
Stern justice - but at least it made sense.
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