I opened the link so you don't have to:
You will never be normal. You have no fluent social skills, you have no developmental milestones, you have no teenage memories. You are a neurodivergent social reject twisted by self improovement memes and copium into a disgusting mockery of nature's perfection. All the “validation” you get is two-faced and half-hearted. Behind your back people mock you. Your parents are disgusted and ashamed of you, your “friends” laugh at your autistic speech patterns behind closed doors.
Women are utterly repulsed by you. Thousands of years of evolution have allowed women to sniff out social rejects with incredible efficiency. Even outcasts who “looksmaxxed” behave uncanny and unnatural to a man. Your forced eye contact is a dead giveaway. And even if you manage to get a drunk girl home with you, she’ll turn tail and bolt the second she gets a whiff of your shy, inexperienced aura.
You will never be happy. You wrench out a fake smile every single morning and tell yourself you just need to "grind more", but deep inside you feel the depression creeping up like a weed, ready to crush you under the unbearable weight.
Eventually it’ll be too much to bear - you’ll buy a rope, tie a noose, put it around your neck, and plunge into the cold abyss. Your parents will find you, heartbroken but relieved that they no longer have to live with the unbearable shame and disappointment. They’ll bury you during a funeral with less than 50 people, and every passerby for the rest of eternity will know a mentally ill loner is buried there. Your body will decay and go back to the dust, and all that will remain of your legacy is a skeleton that will unmistakably forgotten after your parents die.
This is your fate. This is what you chose. There is no turning back.
