IsolationHurts
Spanish Oldcel
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- Nov 11, 2017
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I love babies, i cant help it. I guess its just another sign of my lowT. Maybe im just an oldcel. Who cares.
I will never be the father of one of these innocent creatures. Just look at her.
I will never marry a beautiful girl that stays at home taking care of our home and child.
My wife will never record their day so i can watch it on youtube, because she loves me and understands my pain, and cares about it, and suffers with me... because i have to be at work.
I will never receive a call during work from a baby in a bathtub so i can see her smile, her mother reminding me that i have a real purpose in life, and that she is proud of me and loves me.
I will never come back home to find my baby sleeping, and my wife waiting for me. Everything clean, dinner is ready, wife honestly admires and loves me, she already had dinner but was waiting for me, genuinely excited to talk with me about my day and to make love with me.
I will never go to the mall with my wife and kid, so we can buy toys for the baby.
I will never feel validated as a family father. I will never take care of anybody, nobody wants my protection. Nobody will ever rely on me.
All i can do is watch other people doing it, daydream about it and cry about it.
I will never feel what is like to be an human male in an human society. I will never have a family. I will live as a social outcast the rest of my life... if i can keep my job despite the miserable lack of motivation to do so. If i get fired, i will become a homeless person with no way to cope, and finally go crazy and die.
Life is long because it was designed for Chad, so he can enjoy his family for 80 years. Evolution doesnt care about incels. We are just a subproduct, an unintended and harmless side effect of the correct working of our species, of its blind, gradual and unstoppable pursue of physical attractiveness of its members.
Human life is so long. Its too long. Another day bois. Another one. Another 24 pointless hours of complete and utter isolation. Of absolute and irreversible lack of validation, love, intimacy and respect. I feel so lonely that sometimes i actually feel how my mind goes a little bit more crazy with no possibility of return. I have to watch myself slowly losing my NTness. I wish i was dead.
Good morning from Spain.
I will never be the father of one of these innocent creatures. Just look at her.
I will never marry a beautiful girl that stays at home taking care of our home and child.
My wife will never record their day so i can watch it on youtube, because she loves me and understands my pain, and cares about it, and suffers with me... because i have to be at work.
I will never receive a call during work from a baby in a bathtub so i can see her smile, her mother reminding me that i have a real purpose in life, and that she is proud of me and loves me.
I will never come back home to find my baby sleeping, and my wife waiting for me. Everything clean, dinner is ready, wife honestly admires and loves me, she already had dinner but was waiting for me, genuinely excited to talk with me about my day and to make love with me.
I will never go to the mall with my wife and kid, so we can buy toys for the baby.
I will never feel validated as a family father. I will never take care of anybody, nobody wants my protection. Nobody will ever rely on me.
All i can do is watch other people doing it, daydream about it and cry about it.
I will never feel what is like to be an human male in an human society. I will never have a family. I will live as a social outcast the rest of my life... if i can keep my job despite the miserable lack of motivation to do so. If i get fired, i will become a homeless person with no way to cope, and finally go crazy and die.
Life is long because it was designed for Chad, so he can enjoy his family for 80 years. Evolution doesnt care about incels. We are just a subproduct, an unintended and harmless side effect of the correct working of our species, of its blind, gradual and unstoppable pursue of physical attractiveness of its members.
Human life is so long. Its too long. Another day bois. Another one. Another 24 pointless hours of complete and utter isolation. Of absolute and irreversible lack of validation, love, intimacy and respect. I feel so lonely that sometimes i actually feel how my mind goes a little bit more crazy with no possibility of return. I have to watch myself slowly losing my NTness. I wish i was dead.
Good morning from Spain.
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