Deleted member 17752
20 y/o tourettecel
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When I see girls around my age, I oft think about what it would be like to kiss them, hold them and tenderly make love to them. These thoughts are inadvertent and bittersweet. Because of my isolation from the opposite sex, I cannot help but develop mini-crushes on girls I see.
But girls will never think these things about me. I am invisible to them. A girl will never keep thinking about me after they catch glance of me like I do with them. A girl will never think about me kissing them, holding them and making love to them.
I honestly don't blame them either. I mean, why would they fantasize about me? I am plain in all regards, but that doesn't mean it doesn't hurt.
But girls will never think these things about me. I am invisible to them. A girl will never keep thinking about me after they catch glance of me like I do with them. A girl will never think about me kissing them, holding them and making love to them.
I honestly don't blame them either. I mean, why would they fantasize about me? I am plain in all regards, but that doesn't mean it doesn't hurt.
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