Blackpill You think your despair is at it's peak...but it's not

[Vermilioncore]

Your despair and agony are infantile. When it reaches the peak and you find yourself standing at the precipice of Despond, you will stare out at a world of ruins.

Things are bad now, yes -- but they will get 1000x worse. You will look back at today with nostalgia, saying, "ah, the good ol' days when I wasn't as destroyed as I am today."

On your horizon: agony, despair, loss, pain, hurt, sorrow, anger, grief, illness, and death

On Chad's horizon: pussy, pussy, pussy, pussy, pussy, pussy, vagina, 10/10 Stacy pussy, happiness, pussy, sexual intercourse, joy, and life

it's so fucking over for you.

Oh and btw the girl you liked back when you were a kid is getting fucked by Chad as you read this

 

[mylifeistrash]

Unfortunately, it's probably true since life seems to get exponentially worse as men age.

 

[TheSecondComing]

I know it will get worse because I will age

 

[Angry_runt]

It was much worse for me when I was in in my 20s.

 

[Deleted member 15737]

Yeah, all my childhood crushes turned into sluts and none of them are virgins.

 

[AntiPain]

brutal
just some time ago i complained about my life and now that my health has deteriorated i can see how it can always get worse

 

[LastGerman]

Your despair and agony are infantile. When it reaches the peak and you find yourself standing at the precipice of Despond, you will stare out at a world of ruins.

Things are bad now, yes -- but they will get 1000x worse. You will look back at today with nostalgia, saying, "ah, the good ol' days when I wasn't as destroyed as I am today."

I am already doing this. A couple of years ago I just talked to myself in my mind that you will lock back at this time with some nostalgic attachment to it and i am doing it. This life is truly some bad meme.

 

[Ugly_equals_Death]

Even chad will look back and being suicidal when he is 70+ we will be long dead before we hit this age

 

[turbocuckcel_7000]

my mind's becoming way more broken as time goes on

it's like my situation hasn't changed as much from school and university and NEET days (just go to work, come straight home and resume NEETing) but my mind copes with it so much more poorly than before and all the motivation to dig myself out is gone

 

[Hail The Bloatlord]

It was much worse for me when I was in in my 20s.

tbh

 

[TheGoodGuy]

Things are bad now, yes -- but they will get 1000x worse. You will look back at today with nostalgia, saying, "ah, the good ol' days when I wasn't as destroyed as I am today."

I can only agree with this, my physical health and mental health get worse year by year and I can literally say if I went back 1 year, 2 years, 5 years etc. I would have better physical and mental health the further back I went.

I thought I had it bad at 18 years old back in 2012 (which I really had) but it is nothing compared to how bad things are for me now.

 

[GoonCel]

I know it will get worse because I will age

 

[Deleted member 1042]

my mind's becoming way more broken as time goes on

it's like my situation hasn't changed as much from school and university and NEET days (just go to work, come straight home and resume NEETing) but my mind copes with it so much more poorly than before and all the motivation to dig myself out is gone

Yea. All these kids talk about coping with cartoons and video games and it’s just so foreign to me. Maybe at one point this was true, but if any of them get to our age, they’ll realize the meaning of ldar and “it’s over.”

 

[turbocuckcel_7000]

Yea. All these kids talk about coping with cartoons and video games and it’s just so foreign to me. Maybe at one point this was true, but if any of them get to our age, they’ll realize the meaning of ldar and “it’s over.”

you just slowly lose motivation and spirit as time goes on

i remember as a kid my parents could beat the hell out of me and make awful hurtful comments, and i'd just bounce back from it immediately and be happy the next day like nothing happened, in a way that was an incredible "resolve" and "fighting spirit" if you wanted to look at it that way

as you age you end up at the point where there's almost none of that left ~30, which is really bad if your most important goals are not met yet, god help us

 

[Deleted member 1042]

i remember as a kid my parents could beat the hell out of me and make awful hurtful comments, and i'd just bounce back from it immediately and be happy the next day like nothing happened, in a way that was an incredible "resolve" and "fighting spirit" if you wanted to look at it that way

Damn this is so true. The agepill nihilismpill is killing me.

 

[turbocuckcel_7000]

Damn this is so true. The agepill nihilismpill is killing me.

Funny how back in those times when we had motivation, it was when everyone was most determined to grab the steering wheel from us and jerk it around in random directions, giving shitty advice, etc.

Almost every day I think about guys who won at life while having far fewer responsabilities, years in schooling, etc, or people who at least were allowed to go try some stupid pipe dream even if it failed.

Nah, none of that, had my steering wheel jerked around when it was most important and motivation was highest, not allowed to do what I wanted to do, and now left alone.

 

[Deleted member 1042]

Funny how back in those times when we had motivation, it was when everyone was most determined to grab the steering wheel from us and jerk it around in random directions, giving shitty advice, etc.

Almost every day I think about guys who won at life while having far fewer responsabilities, years in schooling, etc, or people who at least were allowed to go try some stupid pipe dream even if it failed.

Nah, none of that, had my steering wheel jerked around when it was most important and motivation was highest, not allowed to do what I wanted to do, and now left alone.

Did your parents sold you the beta bux dream? Mine did. Just work hard son. Just be a good little faggot. Just be a conservative little faggot and don’t take risks. God I was so stupid. They kept threatening to kick me out of the house if I challenged and in hindsight I should’ve done it and be done. Like you said, now they don’t have anymore advices to give. Rather, these stupid boomer cucks are asking me why I don’t have a gf because they want grandkids. The nerve and absolute lack of awareness of their involvement is unbelievable. I literally told my mother she’s not going to get grandkids from her male children and to look to her daughter for that kind of stuff. Fucking retarded boomers so out of touch.

 

[turbocuckcel_7000]

Did your parents sold you the beta bux dream? Mine did. Just work hard son. Just be a good little faggot. Just be a conservative little faggot and don’t take risks. God I was so stupid. They kept threatening to kick me out of the house if I challenged and in hindsight I should’ve done it and be done. Like you said, now they don’t have anymore advices to give. Rather, these stupid boomer cucks are asking me why I don’t have a gf because they want grandkids. The nerve and absolute lack of awareness of their involvement is unbelievable. I literally told my mother she’s not going to get grandkids from her male children and to look to her daughter for that kind of stuff. Fucking retarded boomers so out of touch.

Of course, they even turned big parts of my childhood into shit for the sake of this "dream". I remember summers spent largerly indoors doing homework and other shit like that, what parents "flexing" usually looks like.
Now they're sending me links to PUA articles on Whatsapp, when everyone normal locks down a girl around age 18-19 around here, to get married around 23-24.

So many family lineages are going to end if they spawned only or mostly male children during this period.

 

[UglyScotsman]

It will only get worse as you age. Your parents will die so will your older relatives, chances of making friends will diminish even further, you'll become old and even uglier, more isolated more alone more crushed.

Your 20s are easy compared to your 50s or 60s. Few incels will actually rope in their 20s. Theres still too much blue pilled HOPE deep in the psyche. The culling starts in middle age when you learn its really over.

 

[Deleted member 19858]

It was much worse for me when I was in in my 20s.

How so?

 

[Evildоer]

I like how my personality changes when exposed to inceldom for prolonged periods of time, some mind parts never bothered developing at all, while others took grotesque shapes, it's fascinating

 

[Angry_runt]

How so?

I was feeling rage and despair all the time. After a few years those feelings just kinda faded and now I just feel echoes of them when my mind is idle.

 

[mylifeistrash]

you just slowly lose motivation and spirit as time goes on

i remember as a kid my parents could beat the hell out of me and make awful hurtful comments, and i'd just bounce back from it immediately and be happy the next day like nothing happened, in a way that was an incredible "resolve" and "fighting spirit" if you wanted to look at it that way

as you age you end up at the point where there's almost none of that left ~30, which is really bad if your most important goals are not met yet, god help us

it's like playing minecraft for the first time

vs the 400th time where you're burned out on it and doing anything other than blowing up stuff makes you hate it

 

[needsolution]

I know it will get worse because I will age

agepill is one of worst pills tbh just look at uber slayer Chico how he is losing every day