I remember when I would be in my room in late november 2024 to early january this year playing Hearts of Iron 4 till like 3am. I feel a strange nostalgia to this period... the worst part? it was only 5 months ago!!! Normfags would still be busy making memories and they would not care because time goes by so fast for them with their little parties and gatherings and sex. But being so alone makes you feel like 5 months ago was 7 eternities ago and you get nostalgia from it. Its so over 
