Leaving this place won't make me better.
I would have to solve the underlying problems, if solvable.
That's like saying, go to a dance and you'll meet a girl.
That's like telling a hungry person to go to a restaurant.
If the person has no money, going to a restaurant will make it worse.
Same here. If I go to a social, see the pretty girls, and don't meet, I'll feel worse.
and yes, I am a disgusting, hateful psycho.
Oh - by the way, when I go outside, people think I'm crazy - and treat me like it too.
At least here, I'm with my peers.