Serious You have to help me finding a way to keep coping, because i find it not possible in every way.

[Jerek]

I'm writing in one of those moments where i only feel despair and hopelessness.

I'm past 30, and i'm the poster child of the "below average" tier, which is like being 5. 5.5, tops. Doesn't matter, anyways, because quality girls can only aspire on someone that is way above the average, in every way.

My face is below average, just a random nerd face. Glasses. Not a lot of fat. My beard is decent, but that's it. When i see someone very similar to me i think "that guy is fucked", even if i consider myself above the average soycuck. Anyways, it's not a face that can attract girls.

My dick is less than 15cm/6" and i KNOW i will never, NEVER be able to pleasure a girl with my dick. Yes, that is not a micropenis but... just by looking at it i feel that i will NEVER get a girl staring at my cock and being eager to get fucked. I will NEVER be able to give a girl an orgasm through PIV. "use your tongue!" "most girls can't orgasm through PIV". Those are bullshit. Most girls can't orgasm through PIV because their partner is probably not big enough. Put those same girls with someone big and you'll probably see them squirm in pleasure. Use your tongue? Yes, that is probably nice when you have a choice, but when your only choice is using everything but your dick because your dick is not enough the entire atmosphere gets fucked, because she probably would know you are doing this because you can't satisfy her.

I'm tall, ok, but height by itself, along with being white, does nothing if you lack on the face department (dick is another thing, but if you're average you KNOW that even if you will be able to fuck a girl it won't be satisfactory for both).

My body, for my age, is... decent, i guess, because i did a lot of gym but, being below average T (i did some tests recently, waiting for the results, maybe i'll try TRT), i had not too much results aside of losing bodyfat.

Now, i'm pretty sure that somehow i could get a girlfriend, but it would be an ugly girl or anyways, someone that would SETTLE with me. Could you imagine it? This girl, probably low quality, settling with me, telling me that she "loves" me while thinking how good would it be riding a better cock that belongs to a hot male.

And fuck, you know what? I envy soycucks. Because, despite being the lowliest creature of the bunch, they SEEM to be able to cope somehow. There was a point of time where i thought that every ugly guy that seemed happy had a big cock and, while in some cases this is true, that's just not the norm.

It's just that... some people are born to cope. Some people are able to drown themselves in work, being content with their low-sex relationship, they close eyes on being cucked, they try to not think about the fact their wife is unsatisfied. I really envy them, even if i despise them.

I wish i could be able to cope like an idiot, and sporting a nu-male smile through my shitty existance.

And i'll just avoid talking about the "support" society gives to inferior males. You're ugly? "beauty is in the eye of the beholder!" Your dick is short? "use tongue and fingers and most girls do not orgasm through piv and vagina is 4" deep and love is not just sex" and FUCK OFF.

I'M FUCKING TIRED OF THIS MESS. I live on a really high floor and i'm fucking scared to jump, because i know the impact will be painful, but it appears there is no fucking way to killing yourself in a sureproof and painless way. TRying to order nembutal online? You get scammed. Trying to produce an exit bag? Maybe the safest one, but not easy. Meds? Ok, what kind. Maybe i should try with those.

Fucking society that forces us below average peoiple to live otherwise everything would fall apart, why, WHY we live on this dark times where an inferior male like me has to live through a shitty life.
I have my best friend that is even worse than me and he basically shutted himself in his house since he was teen, and he can do this because his parents have money so he can, somehow, survive the rest of his life with them (they are not rich, so he will surely have some problems).

I, instead, have to work and deal with the world, so i'm forced to being confronted with other human beings.

I feel like shit every day while he is so clueless about everything (and probably lost his sex drive) that he, being over 30 than me, just spends his time coping and talking to me about juvenile things. ALWAYS. Because he has no other things in life.

I envy him. At least he, despite being an incel, is out of the game. He even thinks that his shitty life is not due to his looks.

 

[Deleted member 19457]

Just be Chad, bruh.

 

[mylifeistrash]

Jump from high enough and your body will explode before you even get a chance to feel a single thing.

 

[gigacel123]

I have a microdick, sub 6ft i understand very deeply

 

[frustratedhapa]

Now, i'm pretty sure that somehow i could get a girlfriend, but it would be an ugly girl or anyways, someone that would SETTLE with me. Could you imagine it? This girl, probably low quality, settling with me, telling me that she "loves" me while thinking how good would it be riding a better cock that belongs to a hot male.

BRAG! Truecels can't get ANYONE.

 

[Shigechi]

>can get a girlfriend
>whines like a bitch

Nigga, no one here could get a gf even if they wanted. You're volcel.

 

[Jerek]

BRAG! Truecels can't get ANYONE.

That is true, but while you go past a certain age, if you're not deformed or something, you could technically get a girlfriend.

That's the reason why you see soycucks with their "wives". That is also the reason why, if you tell anyone you're not happy with yourself, they will tell you "i was that ugly guy that is married!".

Does it change anything?

Would you think that having a relationship with some low quality woman (which you couldn't even satisfy if you're low-average sized like me, also because she sould not be hot) is fine?

You're getting way ahead of yourself if you've never even had sex with a woman before.
If you're going to kill yourself, you should at least find a better reason than appearance to do it, a better excuse if nothing else.
You have a best friend in real life too that is in a similar situation.

A better reason that not being able to get a quality woman and satisfy her? Dude, you wrote something that could come out from a 16 years old girl.

>can get a girlfriend
>whines like a bitch

Nigga, no one here could get a gf even if they wanted. You're volcel.

I said that, being over 30, i would PROBABLY be able to get a girlfriend.

So what, i'm volcel? I'm volcel if i do not want a fucking landwhale to "settle" with me?

 

[frustratedhapa]

That is true, but while you go past a certain age, if you're not deformed or something, you could technically get a girlfriend.

That's the reason why you see soycucks with their "wives". That is also the reason why, if you tell anyone you're not happy with yourself, they will tell you "i was that ugly guy that is married!".

Does it change anything?

Would you think that having a relationship with some low quality woman (which you couldn't even satisfy if you're low-average sized like me, also because she sould not be hot) is fine?


A better reason that not being able to get a quality woman and satisfy her? Dude, you wrote something that could come out from a 16 years old girls.

I would definitely take a low quality woman because I am a low quality man. JFL at having high standards. Yes I have a small dick too and I'd still take a woman I can't satisfy. Unless you are Giga chad you will never fully satisfy ANY woman even if your dick was 10 inches long. All women want Chads and will continue fantasizing about them even if they get married to normies just like men will continue fantasizing about prime Jbs even if they get married to ugly women. It's normal. It shouldn't be a deterrent from getting into a relationship unless you think being alone is better. If so, I'd say VOLCEL..

 

[Shigechi]

That is true, but while you go past a certain age, if you're not deformed or something, you could technically get a girlfriend.

That's the reason why you see soycucks with their "wives". That is also the reason why, if you tell anyone you're not happy with yourself, they will tell you "i was that ugly guy that is married!".

Does it change anything?

Would you think that having a relationship with some low quality woman (which you couldn't even satisfy if you're low-average sized like me, also because she sould not be hot) is fine?


A better reason that not being able to get a quality woman and satisfy her? Dude, you wrote something that could come out from a 16 years old girl.


I said that, being over 30, i would PROBABLY be able to get a girlfriend.

So what, i'm volcel? I'm volcel if i do not want a fucking landwhale to "settle" with me?

I don't know, i wouldn't want to fuck a landwhale too, well, maybe fuck, but certainly not to marry one. It's over.

 

[Jerek]

I would definitely take a low quality woman because I am a low quality man. JFL at having high standards. Yes I have a small dick too and I'd still take a woman I can't satisfy. Unless you are Giga chad you will never fully satisfy ANY woman even if your dick was 10 inches long. All women want Chads and will continue fantasizing about them even if they get married to normies just like men will continue fantasizing about prime Jbs even if they get married to ugly women. It's normal. It shouldn't be a deterrent from getting into a relationship unless you think being alone is better. If so, I'd say VOLCEL..

I'm 33 and i never had a girlfriend, and i reject the chance that, NOW (because they lower their standards a bit when they get older), i could have, MAYBE, some putrid fat whale that is not even happy to stay with me.

If you define this as being volcel you must be very young or very naive.

 

[FinnCel]

How many languages do you speak, OP?

 

[Jerek]

How many languages do you speak, OP?

2

You didn't respond to what I actually said and strawmanned me. Where did I say what you're now saying for the first time?
I didn't.

You said nothing relevant. You were just saying that if i never had sex i was getting ahead by myself but i do not need to have sex to know that a below average cock is not enough for any woman to orgasm through PIV. My best friend is in my same situation, so? What does it change?

 

[FinnCel]

2

Then why not learn yet another?

 

[frustratedhapa]

I'm 33 and i never had a girlfriend, and i reject the chance that, NOW (because they lower their standards a bit when they get older), i could have, MAYBE, some putrid fat whale that is not even happy to stay with me.

If you define this as being volcel you must be very young or very naive.

i'm 29 so not very young. How fat are we talking? chubby? mildly obese? or morbidly obese? I would gladly take a chubby or mildly obese woman. I draw the line at morbidly obese because that shit is just gross and i wouldn't even be able to get an erection. But a little fat I can deal with. However... no fat woman has EVER showed any interest in me. I've tried swiping right on morbidly obese chicks on tinder just to see if I had a chance and nope... i didn't get any matches.

But It's easy for me to say that I wouldn't be with a morbidly obese chick but if one actually showed interest in me i might get all giddy and excited and give in. I like to think that I wouldn't but my desperation might get the best of me. But I'm a truecel so no one will ever show interest in me.....not even 500 pounders.

 

[Jerek]

Then why not learn yet another?

... what does it have to do with me being ugly and having a small penis? Am i on the wrong forum?

 

[LastGerman]

The only thing you can do now, is to hit the gym as hard as you can.

 

[FinnCel]

... what does it have to do with me being ugly and having a small penis? Am i on the wrong forum?

That's a great cope.
Isn't that what you wanted?

 

[Jerek]

i'm 29 so not very young. How fat are we talking? chubby? mildly obese? or morbidly obese? I would gladly take a chubby or mildly obese woman. I draw the line at morbidly obese because that shit is just gross and i wouldn't even be able to get an erection. But a little fat I can deal with. However... no fat woman has EVER showed any interest in me. I've tried swiping right on morbidly obese chicks on tinder just to see if I had a chance and nope... i didn't get any matches. It's easy for me to say that I wouldn't be with a morbidly obese chick but if one actually showed interest in me i might get all giddy and excited and give in. But I'm a truecel so no one will ever show interest in me.....not even 500 pounders.

I was talking about ugly landwhales, of course i'd be kinda happy with a chubby girl. The problem is that, even if i could get her, she would SETTLE with me.

That's my gripe, that i need to find someone that SETTLES with me. I know that this shit is reserved to normies, too, but i cannot deal with it, probably because normies have normie girls settle with them, with their normie sex and such.

Below average girl and below average sex is too much depressing.

That's a great cope.
Isn't that what you wanted?

That is not a great solution.

I'f i'm not able to have sex and, even if i did, it wouldn't be satisfactory, what the fuck would it change to learn a new language.

The kind of coping i'm searching for is... i do not know. How cucks cope, by being cucks? Not doable by me. How does my real life friends cope? By avoiding everything and being willing clueless how about the world works, but he can do that because he is a shut in.
.
Are there real soulutions? Should i take meds to deprive myself of sexual libido?

I've tried escortcelling (and that's the reason i know something about sex) but it's expensive and not the real deal.

 

[zangano1]

I respect volcels. Being alone is better than dating ugly girls

 

[frustratedhapa]

I was talking about ugly landwhales, of course i'd be kinda happy with a chubby girl. The problem is that, even if i could get her, she would SETTLE with me.

That's my gripe, that i need to find someone that SETTLES with me. I know that this shit is reserved to normies, too, but i cannot deal with it, probably because normies have normie girls settle with them, with their normie sex and such.

Below average girl and below average sex is too much depressing.

I feel ya but there's no point in dwelling on the settling part because everyone settles. Some people just settle more than others. It's impossible for someone to find a partner that checks every single box. I grew up with two sisters and they would constantly point out flaws in attractive men. I would hear them comparing guys they were attracted to and none of them could agree on who is attractive and who is not. And they were comparing Chads to Chads. If one of my sisters found one guy attractive, my other sister would say things like "ew I don't like his ears" or "ew I don't like his nose" or "ew I don't like his hair color", etc etc. Women are picky as fuck. Even if a woman married a chad, she would still feel like she settled in one way or another. She would still have FOMO and worry that there might be someone better out there.

 

[Jerek]

I feel ya but there's no point in dwelling on the settling part because everyone settles. Some people just settle more than others. It's impossible for someone to find a partner that checks every single box. I grew up with two sisters and they would constantly point out flaws in attractive men. I would hear them comparing guys they were attracted to and none of them could agree on who is attractive and who is not. And they were comparing Chads to Chads. If one of my sisters found one guy attractive, my other sister would say things like "ew I don't like his ears" or "ew I don't like his nose" or "ew I don't like his hair color", etc etc. Women are picky as fuck. Even if a woman married a chad, she would still feel like she settled in one way or another. She would still have FOMO and worry that there might be someone better out there.

That's hardly the same. When you hear a girl that says, about Chad, something like "duuur i don't like his beard" it's like a way, to her, trying to rationalize the fact she would do everything to him but she cannot have him.

It is not the same, it's another entirely universe.

 

[Ellsworth]

I once tried to call my friend but misdialed and got some mega autisitc incel sounding guy named Jerek. Srs. Wonder if it was you?