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londoncel
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- Aug 9, 2018
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I'm so fucking done with this life.
Every time I go outside and see a teen couple making out and having their little fairy tale romance, I burn inside. I've had sex with over 200 escorts and none of it fucking matters. It's all bullshit. Knowing that middle schoolers and high schoolers get to take a young girl's virginity and experience that true form of love that doesn't have some ulterior motive like betabux attached to it just blows my mind. And to think that I lost my virginity by paying some escort where she was begging me to cum quickly (probably because I'm so fucking repulsive).
When I scroll through other people's instagrams and facebooks, I can see years and years of their euphoric youth. Not an opportunity or experience missed. They went here, they went there. They had this girlfriend, they had that girlfriend. As for me? I spent my youth rotting in my cold and dark room because of severe bullying, and I never had any of the formative experiences that you're supposed to have. People still DARE to say that you can recover from this. Give me a break. An incel in your teens is an incel forever.
Every time I go outside and see a teen couple making out and having their little fairy tale romance, I burn inside. I've had sex with over 200 escorts and none of it fucking matters. It's all bullshit. Knowing that middle schoolers and high schoolers get to take a young girl's virginity and experience that true form of love that doesn't have some ulterior motive like betabux attached to it just blows my mind. And to think that I lost my virginity by paying some escort where she was begging me to cum quickly (probably because I'm so fucking repulsive).
When I scroll through other people's instagrams and facebooks, I can see years and years of their euphoric youth. Not an opportunity or experience missed. They went here, they went there. They had this girlfriend, they had that girlfriend. As for me? I spent my youth rotting in my cold and dark room because of severe bullying, and I never had any of the formative experiences that you're supposed to have. People still DARE to say that you can recover from this. Give me a break. An incel in your teens is an incel forever.