Blackpill You can never regain a lost youth. You will never be a normal person.

[Posh]

I'm so fucking done with this life.

Every time I go outside and see a teen couple making out and having their little fairy tale romance, I burn inside. I've had sex with over 200 escorts and none of it fucking matters. It's all bullshit. Knowing that middle schoolers and high schoolers get to take a young girl's virginity and experience that true form of love that doesn't have some ulterior motive like betabux attached to it just blows my mind. And to think that I lost my virginity by paying some escort where she was begging me to cum quickly (probably because I'm so fucking repulsive).

When I scroll through other people's instagrams and facebooks, I can see years and years of their euphoric youth. Not an opportunity or experience missed. They went here, they went there. They had this girlfriend, they had that girlfriend. As for me? I spent my youth rotting in my cold and dark room because of severe bullying, and I never had any of the formative experiences that you're supposed to have. People still DARE to say that you can recover from this. Give me a break. An incel in your teens is an incel forever.

 

[Hunter]

high IQ

 

[shadowsoulz125]

Its over for escortcels

 

[Swiswis]

As l say, sex before marriage should be banned

 

[Permafrost]

The friends I could have made if I wasn't isolated in my room... The human warmth I missed out on and what that did to my personality... The trips I would have gone on if I hade friends to go with because it took until I was 26 to understand you had to travel alone if it was ever going to happen. The fun I could have had with money I could have had if I had not been too depressed to look for summer jobs... The life experience I will never have that leaves me out of other people's conversations. The stuff I could have learned. The years of being unproductive.

If I had just not been so ill. If I had just not been such an under developed human, like a foetus in clothes... Ten years lagging after everyone else. Ten years of diverging from the course of life, further and further away.

This thing that I am that ate my youth. This grey old ghost who wanted me to keep him company in his crypt, buried in time. The hunger for life that I didn't even feel as a teenager, that ai have to try and still now in secrecy because being seen with it would make me a pathetic adult.

Ten years...

 

[Felix97]

Mobbing will affect you until your last breath.

 

[Deleted member 4159]

I was going through the drive through at McDonalds. There was a long line of cars, so i ended up talking to the cashier. He was a young goodlooking guy who had his prom the night before. He described partying all night with his friends and gf. He then asked me if I had gone to prom, to which I replied yes. He asked if it was amazing, and I said "eh, could've been better". I didn't want to tell him that my date didn't like me, and ended up getting with Chad.

 

[acnescarcel]

get high and try to forget its all you can do

 

[Doug]

listen man, at least you fucked over 200 escorts, a lot of teenage Boys wont experience so much sex in their youth (except giga chad)

I bet youre financially stable Right?

Just take a look at me man, im 18 (gonna turn 19 in a couple of months) and since 6-7 years im Living in permanent isolation

Ive tried to loose weight and build up muscle, guess what happened? Ive gained Zero mass (through low T) and ive became skinnyfat realizing that even with a ton of mass i wont look good because of narrow shoulder

I have hypogonadism, that means extreme underdeveloped genitals

I also have a bloated undefined face

I gonna have a consultation at my 19th Birthday with a plastic surgeon because i cant live anymore with this undefined bloated face (although it is pointless for me to go to a surgeon because im poor as fuck)

 

[Modus Coperandi]

"incels only want sex"

listen man, at least you fucked over 200 escorts, a lot of teenage Boys wont experience so much sex in their youth (except giga chad)

gigacope. all my friends who got a foid gf fuck multiple times a week. it will only take a year roughly to reach 200 times sex for a random norman in a relationship.

 

[Doug]

"incels only want sex"

gigacope. all my friends who got a foid gf fuck multiple times a week. it will only take a year roughly to reach 200 times sex for a random norman in a relationship.

I meaned 200 different women, no normie will experience that except giga chad

 

[IsolationHurts]

The friends I could have made if I wasn't isolated in my room... The human warmth I missed out on and what that did to my personality... The trips I would have gone on if I hade friends to go with because it took until I was 26 to understand you had to travel alone if it was ever going to happen. The fun I could have had with money I could have had if I had not been too depressed to look for summer jobs... The life experience I will never have that leaves me out of other people's conversations. The stuff I could have learned. The years of being unproductive.

If I had just not been so ill. If I had just not been such an under developed human, like a foetus in clothes... Ten years lagging after everyone else. Ten years of diverging from the course of life, further and further away.

This thing that I am that ate my youth. This grey old ghost who wanted me to keep him company in his crypt, buried in time. The hunger for life that I didn't even feel as a teenager, that ai have to try and still now in secrecy because being seen with it would make me a pathetic adult.

Ten years...

I feel completely destroyed now, thanks
Ive missed so many things.... Things that are specific for humans, that define what an human is....
I began to try to become a normal human being when i was 18, now im 28 and i completely gave up. Im just too ugly and socially retarded, there is no hope. So i understand how it feels to see 10 years passed and no good news of any kind, no progress, no improvements, no matter how hard you try.... Isolated from the world
We are just the things we missed out

 

[ShadowMonk]

This truth hits hard.
I think this is the last black pill for me today.
Usually I would point to incel youth achievements... Lamenting lost youth is such a common pitfall, there are other ways to feel content and proud than social and sexual conquest..., but you hit the nail on the head. Maybe because the prostitute I lost my virginity to also asked me to hurry and I also got bullied into having autism level social IQ. Fuck being a cope master. LDAR

 

[Agent_Coper]

The friends I could have made if I wasn't isolated in my room... The human warmth I missed out on and what that did to my personality... The trips I would have gone on if I hade friends to go with because it took until I was 26 to understand you had to travel alone if it was ever going to happen. The fun I could have had with money I could have had if I had not been too depressed to look for summer jobs... The life experience I will never have that leaves me out of other people's conversations. The stuff I could have learned. The years of being unproductive.

If I had just not been so ill. If I had just not been such an under developed human, like a foetus in clothes... Ten years lagging after everyone else. Ten years of diverging from the course of life, further and further away.

This thing that I am that ate my youth. This grey old ghost who wanted me to keep him company in his crypt, buried in time. The hunger for life that I didn't even feel as a teenager, that ai have to try and still now in secrecy because being seen with it would make me a pathetic adult.

Ten years...

Brutal ropefuel for us oldcels.

 

[Lonelycel]

Good post.

 

[Spite]

 

[Ignas]

The friends I could have made if I wasn't isolated in my room... The human warmth I missed out on and what that did to my personality... The trips I would have gone on if I hade friends to go with because it took until I was 26 to understand you had to travel alone if it was ever going to happen. The fun I could have had with money I could have had if I had not been too depressed to look for summer jobs... The life experience I will never have that leaves me out of other people's conversations. The stuff I could have learned. The years of being unproductive.

If I had just not been so ill. If I had just not been such an under developed human, like a foetus in clothes... Ten years lagging after everyone else. Ten years of diverging from the course of life, further and further away.

This thing that I am that ate my youth. This grey old ghost who wanted me to keep him company in his crypt, buried in time. The hunger for life that I didn't even feel as a teenager, that ai have to try and still now in secrecy because being seen with it would make me a pathetic adult.

Ten years...

Hard truth to swallow

 

[IMBAcel]

I have hypogonadism, that means extreme underdeveloped genitals

I also have a bloated undefined face

I gonna have a consultation at my 19th Birthday with a plastic surgeon because i cant live anymore with this undefined bloated face (although it is pointless for me to go to a surgeon because im poor as fuck)

How small is your dick? Do you think about what you will do when you get a girl? Just romance and eat pussy?

 

[A10n3]

I'm so fucking done with this life.

Every time I go outside and see a teen couple making out and having their little fairy tale romance, I burn inside. I've had sex with over 200 escorts and none of it fucking matters. It's all bullshit. Knowing that middle schoolers and high schoolers get to take a young girl's virginity and experience that true form of love that doesn't have some ulterior motive like betabux attached to it just blows my mind. And to think that I lost my virginity by paying some escort where she was begging me to cum quickly (probably because I'm so fucking repulsive).

When I scroll through other people's instagrams and facebooks, I can see years and years of their euphoric youth. Not an opportunity or experience missed. They went here, they went there. They had this girlfriend, they had that girlfriend. As for me? I spent my youth rotting in my cold and dark room because of severe bullying, and I never had any of the formative experiences that you're supposed to have. People still DARE to say that you can recover from this. Give me a break. An incel in your teens is an incel forever.

The friends I could have made if I wasn't isolated in my room... The human warmth I missed out on and what that did to my personality... The trips I would have gone on if I hade friends to go with because it took until I was 26 to understand you had to travel alone if it was ever going to happen. The fun I could have had with money I could have had if I had not been too depressed to look for summer jobs... The life experience I will never have that leaves me out of other people's conversations. The stuff I could have learned. The years of being unproductive.

If I had just not been so ill. If I had just not been such an under developed human, like a foetus in clothes... Ten years lagging after everyone else. Ten years of diverging from the course of life, further and further away.

This thing that I am that ate my youth. This grey old ghost who wanted me to keep him company in his crypt, buried in time. The hunger for life that I didn't even feel as a teenager, that ai have to try and still now in secrecy because being seen with it would make me a pathetic adult.

Ten years...

You guys just described so perfectly how I feel...this gotta be the last nail on the coffin for today for me.
You are not alone boyos.

 

[wayshegoes]

I'm so fucking done with this life.

Every time I go outside and see a teen couple making out and having their little fairy tale romance, I burn inside. I've had sex with over 200 escorts and none of it fucking matters. It's all bullshit. Knowing that middle schoolers and high schoolers get to take a young girl's virginity and experience that true form of love that doesn't have some ulterior motive like betabux attached to it just blows my mind. And to think that I lost my virginity by paying some escort where she was begging me to cum quickly (probably because I'm so fucking repulsive).

When I scroll through other people's instagrams and facebooks, I can see years and years of their euphoric youth. Not an opportunity or experience missed. They went here, they went there. They had this girlfriend, they had that girlfriend. As for me? I spent my youth rotting in my cold and dark room because of severe bullying, and I never had any of the formative experiences that you're supposed to have. People still DARE to say that you can recover from this. Give me a break. An incel in your teens is an incel forever.

Thanks for this

 

[Deleted member 11159]

I usually try to avoid these threads because they hit too close to home.

 

[Deleted member 301]

I was going through the drive through at McDonalds. There was a long line of cars, so i ended up talking to the cashier. He was a young goodlooking guy who had his prom the night before. He described partying all night with his friends and gf. He then asked me if I had gone to prom, to which I replied yes. He asked if it was amazing, and I said "eh, could've been better". I didn't want to tell him that my date didn't like me, and ended up getting with Chad.

 

[SuperSaiyanGymcel]

it is over bro agepill is brutal tbh

 

[Deleted member 10124]

I'm so fucking done with this life.

Every time I go outside and see a teen couple making out and having their little fairy tale romance, I burn inside. I've had sex with over 200 escorts and none of it fucking matters. It's all bullshit. Knowing that middle schoolers and high schoolers get to take a young girl's virginity and experience that true form of love that doesn't have some ulterior motive like betabux attached to it just blows my mind. And to think that I lost my virginity by paying some escort where she was begging me to cum quickly (probably because I'm so fucking repulsive).

When I scroll through other people's instagrams and facebooks, I can see years and years of their euphoric youth. Not an opportunity or experience missed. They went here, they went there. They had this girlfriend, they had that girlfriend. As for me? I spent my youth rotting in my cold and dark room because of severe bullying, and I never had any of the formative experiences that you're supposed to have. People still DARE to say that you can recover from this. Give me a break. An incel in your teens is an incel forever.

high IQ

Its over for escortcels

Most certainly is.

200 escorts as opposed to 20 escorts. You're still a KHHV Truecel in my books.

5.5ft fat Manlet subsistencel/physimpaircel/ locationcel/Escortcel/Etcel true cell here reporting in.

it is over bro agepill is brutal tbh

Oh yeah. This.

"incels only want sex"

gigacope. all my friends who got a foid gf fuck multiple times a week. it will only take a year roughly to reach 200 times sex for a random norman in a relationship.

I usually try to avoid these threads because they hit too close to home.

Brutal ropefuel for us oldcels.

 

[Newbie17]

I'm so fucking done with this life.

Every time I go outside and see a teen couple making out and having their little fairy tale romance, I burn inside. I've had sex with over 200 escorts and none of it fucking matters. It's all bullshit. Knowing that middle schoolers and high schoolers get to take a young girl's virginity and experience that true form of love that doesn't have some ulterior motive like betabux attached to it just blows my mind. And to think that I lost my virginity by paying some escort where she was begging me to cum quickly (probably because I'm so fucking repulsive).

When I scroll through other people's instagrams and facebooks, I can see years and years of their euphoric youth. Not an opportunity or experience missed. They went here, they went there. They had this girlfriend, they had that girlfriend. As for me? I spent my youth rotting in my cold and dark room because of severe bullying, and I never had any of the formative experiences that you're supposed to have. People still DARE to say that you can recover from this. Give me a break. An incel in your teens is an incel forever.

Fuck..... This is brutal

 

[Unzöl]

 

[Mainländer]

Fucking escorts is cool but just isn't the same indeed.

If I could fuck a cute little blonde virgin girl in her early teens through escortcelling, even without the validation component, it would be something.

But any escortcel knows that escorts are escorts. They're never like that, even apart from the illegal "early teens" part and the virgin part.

I'd describe being an escortcel kinda like seeing other people eating in a fancy restaurant and coping by eating bread with nothing on it. It's just not that same.

 

[IncelSuperSaiyan]

This makes me want to go ER.

 

[SilentSoup]

>over 200 escorts

Holy shit that's impressive. You've escortMAXXED. You're like the king of whores.

I've escortcelled but I am a mere peasant compared to those numbers. I salute you.

Yes, there's no way to make up for lost time. I feel this every day.

 

[GeneticDysfunction]

get high and try to forget its all you can do

This

 

[Lord Byron]

I feel completely destroyed now, thanks
Ive missed so many things.... Things that are specific for humans, that define what an human is....
I began to try to become a normal human being when i was 18, now im 28 and i completely gave up. Im just too ugly and socially retarded, there is no hope. So i understand how it feels to see 10 years passed and no good news of any kind, no progress, no improvements, no matter how hard you try.... Isolated from the world
We are just the things we missed out

Being an incel is being alive, but not living.

 

[SchrodingersDick]

Truth. There is no coming back from a lost youth. You are too far gone at that point. People only have kids when they’re happy with the life they’ve lived and are ready to make their life no longer about them, but about their kids. We never got to live the part of life that’s ours. Even if you start trying to make up for lost time now, you’ll never be able to. Nothing will ever be enough to quench your thirst. You cannot progress in life. You’ll forever be frozen in time trying to make up for the time you lost. That’s where I’m at now. 24 now..if I ascend, it’s gonna be 50 years of degeneracy and debauchery and trying to make up for never being a teenager. The best I can do now, is moneymaxx, looksmaxx and try to fuck some prime instagram hoes with lip fillers, and be a sugar daddy for prime girls when I’m older. That’s really it. No wife, no kids, no family. I imagine I’ll take up some drug habit to cope.

Missing out on one’s youth is extremely dangerous. I implore all youngcels here to do whatever it takes to be young happy and degenerate, or your life will be over in a few short years. Drink, smoke, do drugs, party, adventure, explore. It’s easier in high school than after high school.. high school sexual market isn’t the full blown jungle yet. Some girls are still innocent. They haven’t been exposed to the world of 6’4” men yet. They haven’t been exposed to the validation they get from gangbangs. Some of their holes are still unused. They don’t crave large, dangerous, violent, high testosterone men yet because they haven’t seen the big bad world and don’t have a need to feel protected from it. They haven’t yet had to sell their holes to rich guys because they don’t even know what a 9-5 is like yet.

 

[KilluminoidBR]

This is my biggest fear in life - Being NEET for the whole next year and being incel above 26 years old.

I cannot stand this, i must escape NEETdom next year and inceldom before at least 27yo.
Otherwise i will not stay alive until 2025.

 

[Tempus Edax Rerum]

I'm so fucking done with this life.

Every time I go outside and see a teen couple making out and having their little fairy tale romance, I burn inside. I've had sex with over 200 escorts and none of it fucking matters. It's all bullshit. Knowing that middle schoolers and high schoolers get to take a young girl's virginity and experience that true form of love that doesn't have some ulterior motive like betabux attached to it just blows my mind. And to think that I lost my virginity by paying some escort where she was begging me to cum quickly (probably because I'm so fucking repulsive).

When I scroll through other people's instagrams and facebooks, I can see years and years of their euphoric youth. Not an opportunity or experience missed. They went here, they went there. They had this girlfriend, they had that girlfriend. As for me? I've spent my youth rotting in my cold and dark room because due to severe bullying, and I have never had any of the formative experiences that you're supposed to have. People still DARE to say that you can recover from this. Give me a break. An incel in your teens is an incel forever.

So relatable.

 

[San Salvador]

I'm so fucking done with this life.
An incel in your teens is an incel forever.

Yes, fuck the retarded fakecels on this forum.

 

[Eugenicist]

high IQ

 

[Jazavac]

I was going through the drive through at McDonalds. There was a long line of cars, so i ended up talking to the cashier. He was a young goodlooking guy who had his prom the night before. He described partying all night with his friends and gf. He then asked me if I had gone to prom, to which I replied yes. He asked if it was amazing, and I said "eh, could've been better". I didn't want to tell him that my date didn't like me, and ended up getting with Chad.

His first reaction was to ask if it was amazing because in their mind a prom night can't be bad, it's this amazing experience everyone has and can happily recall it when they're older. When they can't even comprehend what we feel and face on the daily basis that's what gets to me, it shows how far we've strayed from a normal human life. This shit makes me feel like something less than a human.

I'm so fucking done with this life.

Every time I go outside and see a teen couple making out and having their little fairy tale romance, I burn inside. I've had sex with over 200 escorts and none of it fucking matters. It's all bullshit. Knowing that middle schoolers and high schoolers get to take a young girl's virginity and experience that true form of love that doesn't have some ulterior motive like betabux attached to it just blows my mind. And to think that I lost my virginity by paying some escort where she was begging me to cum quickly (probably because I'm so fucking repulsive).

When I scroll through other people's instagrams and facebooks, I can see years and years of their euphoric youth. Not an opportunity or experience missed. They went here, they went there. They had this girlfriend, they had that girlfriend. As for me? I spent my youth rotting in my cold and dark room because of severe bullying, and I never had any of the formative experiences that you're supposed to have. People still DARE to say that you can recover from this. Give me a break. An incel in your teens is an incel forever.

The friends I could have made if I wasn't isolated in my room... The human warmth I missed out on and what that did to my personality... The trips I would have gone on if I hade friends to go with because it took until I was 26 to understand you had to travel alone if it was ever going to happen. The fun I could have had with money I could have had if I had not been too depressed to look for summer jobs... The life experience I will never have that leaves me out of other people's conversations. The stuff I could have learned. The years of being unproductive.

If I had just not been so ill. If I had just not been such an under developed human, like a foetus in clothes... Ten years lagging after everyone else. Ten years of diverging from the course of life, further and further away.

This thing that I am that ate my youth. This grey old ghost who wanted me to keep him company in his crypt, buried in time. The hunger for life that I didn't even feel as a teenager, that ai have to try and still now in secrecy because being seen with it would make me a pathetic adult.

Ten years...

If this ain't suicidefuel then I don't know what is...

 

[Animas]

fuck 200 escorts i can’t find a single one where i’m at cuz it’s too damn illegal it’s like adding insult to injury

 

[Demir]

I'm so fucking done with this life.

Every time I go outside and see a teen couple making out and having their little fairy tale romance, I burn inside. I've had sex with over 200 escorts and none of it fucking matters. It's all bullshit. Knowing that middle schoolers and high schoolers get to take a young girl's virginity and experience that true form of love that doesn't have some ulterior motive like betabux attached to it just blows my mind. And to think that I lost my virginity by paying some escort where she was begging me to cum quickly (probably because I'm so fucking repulsive).

When I scroll through other people's instagrams and facebooks, I can see years and years of their euphoric youth. Not an opportunity or experience missed. They went here, they went there. They had this girlfriend, they had that girlfriend. As for me? I spent my youth rotting in my cold and dark room because of severe bullying, and I never had any of the formative experiences that you're supposed to have. People still DARE to say that you can recover from this. Give me a break. An incel in your teens is an incel forever.

 

[Deleted member 60]

please use suifuel tags in the future

 

[MaxZM98]

go er.

 

[Angus13]

I'm so fucking done with this life.

Every time I go outside and see a teen couple making out and having their little fairy tale romance, I burn inside. I've had sex with over 200 escorts and none of it fucking matters. It's all bullshit. Knowing that middle schoolers and high schoolers get to take a young girl's virginity and experience that true form of love that doesn't have some ulterior motive like betabux attached to it just blows my mind. And to think that I lost my virginity by paying some escort where she was begging me to cum quickly (probably because I'm so fucking repulsive).

When I scroll through other people's instagrams and facebooks, I can see years and years of their euphoric youth. Not an opportunity or experience missed. They went here, they went there. They had this girlfriend, they had that girlfriend. As for me? I spent my youth rotting in my cold and dark room because of severe bullying, and I never had any of the formative experiences that you're supposed to have. People still DARE to say that you can recover from this. Give me a break. An incel in your teens is an incel forever.

After years of dealing with this, even IF you ascended, the damage is already done. Your still gonna battle PTSD, maybe even depression. You've already lost your most important and foundational years as a teen. Hell that's likely why Zyros still posts here, despite him having gained a relationship. In many ways though it is better to ascend than not ascend, though in some ways you could say the opposite.

 

[Unzöl]

>over 200 escorts

Holy shit that's impressive. You've escortMAXXED. You're like the king of whores.

I've escortcelled but I am a mere peasant compared to those numbers. I salute you.

Yes, there's no way to make up for lost time. I feel this every day.

 

[EyesAreSoCold]

I'm so fucking done with this life.

Every time I go outside and see a teen couple making out and having their little fairy tale romance, I burn inside. I've had sex with over 200 escorts and none of it fucking matters. It's all bullshit. Knowing that middle schoolers and high schoolers get to take a young girl's virginity and experience that true form of love that doesn't have some ulterior motive like betabux attached to it just blows my mind. And to think that I lost my virginity by paying some escort where she was begging me to cum quickly (probably because I'm so fucking repulsive).

When I scroll through other people's instagrams and facebooks, I can see years and years of their euphoric youth. Not an opportunity or experience missed. They went here, they went there. They had this girlfriend, they had that girlfriend. As for me? I spent my youth rotting in my cold and dark room because of severe bullying, and I never had any of the formative experiences that you're supposed to have. People still DARE to say that you can recover from this. Give me a break. An incel in your teens is an incel forever.

It's over

You will never represent a young girl’s erotic dream. You have to resign yourself to the inevitable; such things are not for you.
It’s already too late, in any case. The sexual failure you’ve known since your adolescence, the frustration that has followed you since the age of thirteen, will leave their indelible mark.
Even supposing that you might have women in the future - which in all frankness I doubt - this will not be enough; nothing will ever be enough. You will always be an orphan to those adolescent loves you never knew.

Spoiler

These women you desire so much, you too can possess them. What is it that is most precious about them?
-Their beauty? he suggested.
-It's not their beauty, I can tell you that much, it isn't their vagina either, nor even their love; because all
these disappear with life. And from now on you can possess their life. Launch yourself on a career of murder this very
evening; believe me, my friend, it's the only way still open to you.

 

[VirtueSignaller]

Truth. There is no coming back from a lost youth. You are too far gone at that point. People only have kids when they’re happy with the life they’ve lived and are ready to make their life no longer about them, but about their kids. We never got to live the part of life that’s ours. Even if you start trying to make up for lost time now, you’ll never be able to. Nothing will ever be enough to quench your thirst. You cannot progress in life. You’ll forever be frozen in time trying to make up for the time you lost. That’s where I’m at now. 24 now..if I ascend, it’s gonna be 50 years of degeneracy and debauchery and trying to make up for never being a teenager. The best I can do now, is moneymaxx, looksmaxx and try to fuck some prime instagram hoes with lip fillers, and be a sugar daddy for prime girls when I’m older. That’s really it. No wife, no kids, no family. I imagine I’ll take up some drug habit to cope.

Missing out on one’s youth is extremely dangerous. I implore all youngcels here to do whatever it takes to be young happy and degenerate, or your life will be over in a few short years. Drink, smoke, do drugs, party, adventure, explore. It’s easier in high school than after high school.. high school sexual market isn’t the full blown jungle yet. Some girls are still innocent. They haven’t been exposed to the world of 6’4” men yet. They haven’t been exposed to the validation they get from gangbangs. Some of their holes are still unused. They don’t crave large, dangerous, violent, high testosterone men yet because they haven’t seen the big bad world and don’t have a need to feel protected from it. They haven’t yet had to sell their holes to rich guys because they don’t even know what a 9-5 is like yet.

High IQ.