It's Over Years of loneliness and isolation is getting to me and I feel I’m mentally declining further and further everyday

[theblackpillchoseme]

It’s getting bad I’m almost 30 and I have been a neet since 2016 and am unable to work due to mental health reasons and I just feel like I’m entering a mental decline i can’t drive so I have no way of going out and meeting people and even if I did I would just be rejected because as a sub 5 low iq autistic subhuman I’m the bottom of the hierarchy everywhere I just plan to enjoy my copes and when my parents die I will rope as I will have nothing and no one to live for.

 

[Pancakecel]

You've only been lonely for a year?

 

[Lazyandtalentless]

I agree. Every day feels the same—no conversations, no real connections. It’s like I’m invisible. The mental exhaustion is overwhelming. When you’re alone this much, it starts to mess with your mind. I can’t even tell if I’m getting worse or if I’m just used to this emptiness. The isolation is eating away at my mental health. I’ve tried to distract myself, but every day is just a reminder that nobody really notices me. The loneliness isn’t something you can just ignore. It makes you question your worth, and you start to wonder if things will ever improve or if this is just how it’s going to be. It’s hard to see a way out when nobody reaches out, when you’re just stuck in this cycle of being forgotten.

 

[theblackpillchoseme]

You've only been lonely for a year?

No I meant to put years I have been lonley and isolated since 2017 and I have been a neet since then too

 

[Lazyandtalentless]

I’ve tried to distract myself, but every day is just a reminder that nobody really notices me.

And normies try to tell u to just get hobbies

 

[Pancakecel]

No I meant to put years I have been lonley and isolated since 2017 and I have been a neet since then too

Ah no worries man

 

[RandomGuy]

You reach out and normies make it worse. Better off alone away from energy vampires.

 

[Massimo The Lonecel]

You've only been lonely for a year?

 

[theblackpillchoseme]

You reach out and normies make it worse. Better off alone away from energy vampires.

Yeah normies make me feel more alone than actually being alone

 

[theblackpillchoseme]

Edited it I meant to put years

 

[xmiserablesoul]

freudian slip

Edited it I meant to put years

 

[theblackpillchoseme]

I agree. Every day feels the same—no conversations, no real connections. It’s like I’m invisible. The mental exhaustion is overwhelming. When you’re alone this much, it starts to mess with your mind. I can’t even tell if I’m getting worse or if I’m just used to this emptiness. The isolation is eating away at my mental health. I’ve tried to distract myself, but every day is just a reminder that nobody really notices me. The loneliness isn’t something you can just ignore. It makes you question your worth, and you start to wonder if things will ever improve or if this is just how it’s going to be. It’s hard to see a way out when nobody reaches out, when you’re just stuck in this cycle of being forgotten.

Yeah at this point I don’t even know if I could function in the real world or even connect to people I have missed out on so many milestones and have been isolated for so long