StSausageCel
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- Aug 8, 2020
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I always used to be quiet when I was made fun of. It lead to years of pent up anger and comebacks I wish I had said. I was pushed to tears numerous times. I'm still traumatized from what I went through in HS.
Now whenever I get even the slightest inkling of "banter" or people making fun of me, I react aggressively to prevent it from going further. It seems my mind is overcompensating for all those times I let people take it too far.
However, now when I snap at people when they try to make fun of me, they look at me like I'm some aggressive psycho who can't take a joke. Even my few male friends have been victims to my new prickly personality.
I don't want to ever go back to How i was in high school. And it seems my mind wants to ensure I don't ever let it get to that point, even at the cost of appearing as some overaggressive asshole who can't take a "joke".
Now whenever I get even the slightest inkling of "banter" or people making fun of me, I react aggressively to prevent it from going further. It seems my mind is overcompensating for all those times I let people take it too far.
However, now when I snap at people when they try to make fun of me, they look at me like I'm some aggressive psycho who can't take a joke. Even my few male friends have been victims to my new prickly personality.
I don't want to ever go back to How i was in high school. And it seems my mind wants to ensure I don't ever let it get to that point, even at the cost of appearing as some overaggressive asshole who can't take a "joke".