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Nothingness
The Knight Of The Swords
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Why do we exist? Is there some purpose of our painfull existence
Why do we exist? Is there some purpose of our painfull existence
What happened to you lately?I don't think there is a purpose tbh, but I've never been as weirded out by it as I have been lately.
I'm not sure exactly, I keep looking at my body and it all just feels wrong, like I have to get out of it. Actually it never occurred to me until this year just how bizarre it is that I could exist like this, that I could be having any of these experiences at all. It's as if I'm stuck inside the body of this person, living his pointless life of rejection and isolation, like someone put me in the body of this low tier human presumably just to torture me.What happened to you lately?
Depersonalisation?I'm not sure exactly, I keep looking at my body and it all just feels wrong, like I have to get out of it. Actually it never occurred to me until this year just how bizarre it is that I could exist like this, that I could be having any of these experiences at all. It's as if I'm stuck inside the body of this person, living his pointless life of rejection and isolation, like someone put me in the body of this low tier human presumably just to torture me.
But this purpose is meaningless.our purpose is to eat, sleep, and mate. that's it.
Its bec. of atoms.
Yeas but why would we need to reproduce? Is not it meaninglessOriginal life goal for a human is to survive and reproduce, we can’t reproduce so we’ve lost the basic reason as to why we’re here.
Probably, might be the final result of me being isolated for so long, might also be a side effect of tulpamaxxing, or a combination of both. But honestly I'd rather feel like this as opposed to being just completely depressed.Depersonalisation?
Bro , have you always been in that way? Or you experienced good times in the past maybe?Probably, might be the final result of me being isolated for so long, might also be a side effect of tulpamaxxing, or a combination of both. But honestly I'd rather feel like this as opposed to being just completely depressed.
I've just gotten worse every year tbh, haven't felt good since before puberty. Before I entirely realized that I was ugly, mostly before I was treated like shit for it, and before my life went to complete garbage when I basically got to watch everyone else move on and actually live their lives.Bro , have you always been in that way? Or you experienced good times in the past maybe?
So the human race continues to live on.Yeas but why would we need to reproduce? Is not it meaningless
For people like us, there isn't one.
Original life goal for a human is to survive and reproduce, we can’t reproduce so we’ve lost the basic reason as to why we’re here.
The lemmy atomsIts bec. of atoms.
To suffer