WTF am I supposed to do?

[Deleted member 3129]

What am I supposed to do? How can one human being get so unlucky? The only way it could be worse is if I was from the third world, but comparing me to a third worlder speaks volumes about how unfortunate my situation is. My IQ is 95 at best as my brain got destroyed by neonatal meningitis. What can I do? I am extremely boring, slow at talking, demented, terrible motor skills (my hand-writing looks like an 8 year olds). This isn't even LARP or exaggeration, I am genuinely this useless. I dropped out of school when I was 16 due to feeling like shit. I was never gonna do that well in it anyway, my hand is now damaged from untreated cubital tunnel (left it for 2 years before seeing a doctor lmao).

What can I do? I don't want to die, I was genuinely enjoying playing DOTA 16+ hours a day, reaching an acceptable rank given my deficits. Now I am rotting in my chair, watching anime music videos and staring at Reddit, I guess this is the life of an ugly autist with an underbite and low IQ. KEK.

 

[Mecoja]

Cope til you drop, only option for most of us.

 

[Pancakecel]

Cope til you drop, only option for most of us.

 

[Belém Trânsito]

What am I supposed to do? How can one human being get so unlucky? The only way it could be worse is if I was from the third world, but comparing me to a third worlder speaks volumes about how unfortunate my situation is. My IQ is 95 at best as my brain got destroyed by neonatal meningitis. What can I do? I am extremely boring, slow at talking, demented, terrible motor skills (my hand-writing looks like an 8 year olds). This isn't even LARP or exaggeration, I am genuinely this useless. I dropped out of school when I was 16 due to feeling like shit. I was never gonna do that well in it anyway, my hand is now damaged from untreated cubital tunnel (left it for 2 years before seeing a doctor lmao).

What can I do? I don't want to die, I was genuinely enjoying playing DOTA 16+ hours a day, reaching an acceptable rank given my deficits. Now I am rotting in my chair, watching anime music videos and staring at Reddit, I guess this is the life of an ugly autist with an underbite and low IQ. KEK.

Start by deleting all social media accounts and never turning back.

Those are pretty much engineered to inject depression on people that don't follow the current thing.

 

[Deleted member 3129]

Start by deleting all social media accounts and never turning back.

Those are pretty much engineered to inject depression on people that don't follow the current thing.

I don't go on it anyway, except these shitty niche forums.

 

[RandomGuy]

DOTA 16+ hours a day

Panhandling 4+ hours a day

 

[over4men]

nothing because it never began , either keep ldaring or end it

 

[Linesnap99]

nothing because it never began , either keep ldaring or end it

thats one way to put it.

 

[Deleted member 3129]

nothing because it never began , either keep ldaring or end it

I've been thinking about deep and hard cutting my wrists as a decent way to end it. Problem is I haven't got very good means to do that, and it's very painful. I'll only do that if my nerve damage is permanent though.

 

[Deleted member 3129]

Panhandling 4+ hours a day

Not with my looks XDDDDDDD

 

[allDead]

I've been thinking about deep and hard cutting my wrists as a decent way to end it. Problem is I haven't got very good means to do that, and it's very painful. I'll only do that if my nerve damage is permanent though.

Absolutely do not try this. It's a meme

 

[InMinecraft]

Cope til you drop, only option for most of us.