In elementary school I was relatively normal, but puberty ruined my life. After that girls just never liked me. One of my first negative experiences with girls was when I was paired with a girl to do a group project at school, something that I didn't want. Its not like I asked for it. The pairs were assigned randomly. Later on another girl came to talk to my pair and she said not so silently that she pities her because my pair has to work with me.
Later on I was also assigned as a pair to another girl. I could immediately read from her face that she wasn't pleased about that but at least she didn't completely thrash me. But from that point on I pretty much knew that I wasn't popular with women. And its not like I did anything to them - they just hated me by default.
I was just always low status and not liked by women. A girl even asked me out as a joke, but I knew it was a joke so its not like I even fell for it. I already knew that I was trash in the eyes of all women and they never treated me with kindness.
In my early 20's I already started norwooding and my face was wrecked by acne. At this point my face has deep atrophic scarring, mostly on my cheeks. I'm bald, and my face looks like the moon with all the detailed craters and shit. But even before all of that happened, it was over for me. The balding and all the other flaws are just icing on the incel cake.