Khaplain40KKK
RunningFromFemoids
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I now work at a more "normal" work environment and I can feign somewhat-normal behaviors so I can keep my job. But if someone manages to look over my shoulder and see something they shouldn't see on my phone, I am fucked.
If I talk to someone for too long, I might "slip" and say something I shouldn't.
I'm used to talking to myself, or assholes and outcasts online. So it's a bit difficult having to constantly adjust my Aspie self when speaking to normalfags.
It's harder to "keep yourself in check" when you're around someone or a type of person you don't like. I notice I subconsciously become aggressive or confrontational with someone when I don't like them. Even if I look back and think "I should've not done that."
I hope I can find a more asocial position at my job soon, as I was thrusted into my more social and normie position.
If I talk to someone for too long, I might "slip" and say something I shouldn't.
I'm used to talking to myself, or assholes and outcasts online. So it's a bit difficult having to constantly adjust my Aspie self when speaking to normalfags.
It's harder to "keep yourself in check" when you're around someone or a type of person you don't like. I notice I subconsciously become aggressive or confrontational with someone when I don't like them. Even if I look back and think "I should've not done that."
I hope I can find a more asocial position at my job soon, as I was thrusted into my more social and normie position.