Anglo-Saxon
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- Nov 23, 2017
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So sometimes I look in the mirror and think: this isn't that ugly. Is this BDD or am I a fakecel then? I have the correct race and height too.
BUT I have never had an irl girl be interested in me, even at this age, which is very abnormal. It isn't lack of exposure, I've had plenty of socializing outside of school and work to have a good sample size. I've been rejected irl at clubs and parties dozens of times, never succeeding.
This made me wonder, what if I don't look so bad and am actually a reasonable 4/10? It's still not good and it is very difficult but not impossible to escape then.
And what if I am actually a locationcel? This is an urban place full of other tall white men, but 90/100 look better than me I think.
I am very pessimistic though; I don't believe it since female interest is probably more accurate than my vague pics and mirror peeks.
BUT I have never had an irl girl be interested in me, even at this age, which is very abnormal. It isn't lack of exposure, I've had plenty of socializing outside of school and work to have a good sample size. I've been rejected irl at clubs and parties dozens of times, never succeeding.
This made me wonder, what if I don't look so bad and am actually a reasonable 4/10? It's still not good and it is very difficult but not impossible to escape then.
And what if I am actually a locationcel? This is an urban place full of other tall white men, but 90/100 look better than me I think.
I am very pessimistic though; I don't believe it since female interest is probably more accurate than my vague pics and mirror peeks.