SuicideFuel Women will never want me due to my self harm scars (Vent/SuicideFuel)

[waterchip]

I have suicide attempt scars along my wrists, l have tried to slit my radial artery 4 times (and failed) so I have long, deep, gashes along my wrists. For a while cutting was my only cope, it helped me feel more grounded. I’ve cut to my fascia before, and have lots of scars along my thighs. I’ve also tried to slit my femoral artery, so I have scars along the back of my legs too, similar to the ones on my wrists. I will never be wanted by anyone because of these. I only wear long sleeves nowadays to avoid stares. I’ve tried so many goddamn methods, nothing works. I’ve overdosed on so many different meds, I just can’t fucking die.

 

[chudjak]

It's fate, the universe is telling you to do something before you die. You'll know what you have to do sooner or later

 

[trksm]

I have scars on my wrists but I don't even care if people see them, I used to be so poor I didn't even have long t-shirts to cover them

 

[waterchip]

It's fate, the universe is telling you to do something before you die. You'll know what you have to do sooner or later

I don’t want to do something, I just want to be fucking dead. I wanna be a cool wizard or be dead

 

[Yournotcold0]

Its not what you do, its what you look like

 

[waterchip]

Its not what you do, its what you look like

Im ugly and covered in scars

 

[chudjak]

I don’t want to do something, I just want to be fucking dead. I wanna be a cool wizard or be dead

Destiny can only push you so far, you have to walk through the door it opens, up to you

 

[Yournotcold0]

Im ugly and covered in scars

Scars don’t matter, foids only care that your ugly

 

[waterchip]

Scars don’t matter, foids only care that your ugly

The scars make me uglier, it’s so over.

 

[waterchip]

Destiny can only push you so far, you have to walk through the door it opens, up to you

Thank you brocel, I think I’m gonna try to go out today and do something.

 

[Yournotcold0]

The scars make me uglier, it’s so over.

Good point brocel

 

[AutistSupremacist]

It's fate, the universe is telling you to do something before you die. You'll know what you have to do sooner or later

I have an idea