Gundamcel69
Autistcel, Subhuman
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- Oct 1, 2019
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First of all I'd like to say that I don't hate women.
For some reason women seem to think that we started hating/resenting them from our of nowhere but for me it was a very gradual process. As a boy I was very happy go lucky even though I was being abused constantly at home. My happiness did go down in high school when I started to ask out girls but I was still relatively happy even though no women wanted me. I literally thought that I'd get my opportunity eventually if I just worked hard enough but I just was too ignorant to know that my curry skin, height, and Aspergers made a subhuman. It wasn't until I became an adult that I started to realize how worthless that I am. I never started out hating women, my self loathing grew over the years. It didn't help that my mother frequently beat me as a child.
I'm sure if women were to read this they'd say that it's fake. I already read an IT thread about one of my post a couple of weeks ago, with a lot of saying that there's no way that my mother actually abused me so I know that they'll never agree with me. One removed comment even just straight up said that I deserved what happened to me. I know that there just a bunch of trolls, who are just trying to hurt us but tbh I did cry a bit reading that comment because I think back on all the beatings and verbal abuse that I endured. Those people are fucking worse then abusers In my opinion.
Sorry for the rambling I just wanted to get this off my chest.
For some reason women seem to think that we started hating/resenting them from our of nowhere but for me it was a very gradual process. As a boy I was very happy go lucky even though I was being abused constantly at home. My happiness did go down in high school when I started to ask out girls but I was still relatively happy even though no women wanted me. I literally thought that I'd get my opportunity eventually if I just worked hard enough but I just was too ignorant to know that my curry skin, height, and Aspergers made a subhuman. It wasn't until I became an adult that I started to realize how worthless that I am. I never started out hating women, my self loathing grew over the years. It didn't help that my mother frequently beat me as a child.
I'm sure if women were to read this they'd say that it's fake. I already read an IT thread about one of my post a couple of weeks ago, with a lot of saying that there's no way that my mother actually abused me so I know that they'll never agree with me. One removed comment even just straight up said that I deserved what happened to me. I know that there just a bunch of trolls, who are just trying to hurt us but tbh I did cry a bit reading that comment because I think back on all the beatings and verbal abuse that I endured. Those people are fucking worse then abusers In my opinion.
Sorry for the rambling I just wanted to get this off my chest.