I miss intimacy and affection wayyyy more than just sex. Sex is rather easy, you pay 50 bucks, you have sex, but you will never have any affection, intimacy, comfort.
Many think it's all about sex, but sex is only the last problem. The first is that foids don't fall in love with us.
Damn I'm so depressed tonight, I just saw the Stacy I want intimacy. She came back from her parents house, she talked to me as we were both taking our respective dogs for a walk. She asked me why I was wearing a Covid mask outside when nobody is around. I told it was for the Covid. I lied. It was to hide my ugly face.
My face is a shame. It must be covered all the time.
She's all alone in her appartment just in front of mine now. I wish I was a Chad. That she would invite me drinking a coffee. She would take my hand, spend some time eating a meal and watching TV on the sofa.
But that won't ever happen because I'm just me. Only reincarnation into another body would made it possible. This life will never allow affection to happen. Life without affection isn't worth living. Affection gives you feelings 1000% more intense than any sex you could have with 20 babes. It gives you a reason to exist.
