As I sit here listening to the now 22 year old recording of 16 year old chris chan's radio broadcasts with him alone, the slideshow of old pictures dashing by the screen of old chris chan, listening to music his only listener (His mom) requested, I have come to a realization.
With Chris Chan, With Terry Davis, even with Elliot Rodger, all of them had their downward spirals documented. There are hours and hours of archived videos of them falling down a pit and becoming something totally different from when they were first seen. Chris chan went from an autist with a sonic obsession to a deluded tranny who mutilated himself and is currently facing homelessness. Terry Davis went from a programmer to a homeless schizophrenic who died from a train wreck. Elliot rodger went from a uni student to a mass shooter. This affects you especially if you already have a major mental illness (Schizophrenia, BPD, etc) because you will decay faster, but all of us will end up going through this.
All of us are going to follow this path if things don't change. Hundreds of Men's downward spiral of loneliness will be documented. Even if it's just forum posts at the bare minimum. If you ever rope or commit a mass shooting your life and why you did it will be right here. On the internet. The world will see you go from whatever you were before hand to whatever you were when you died.
As your mind rots from rotting and loneliness, your descent into madness will be seen. This is very scary for me. Like I said, there will be hundreds of us. Graveyards. Isn't that weird? We'll all turn into Chris Chan, or Terry Davis, or Elliot Rodger or any of the people like those. Maybe less popular, but we'll descend all the same, and like I said before, it will all be documented. Infact it's going on right now if you look at incels online, like Steven B or mattjones2cel or those guys. You can see the madness take its toll.
Tdlr: All of us will go mad and it will be all documented. The world will see you fall into lonely insanity.
With Chris Chan, With Terry Davis, even with Elliot Rodger, all of them had their downward spirals documented. There are hours and hours of archived videos of them falling down a pit and becoming something totally different from when they were first seen. Chris chan went from an autist with a sonic obsession to a deluded tranny who mutilated himself and is currently facing homelessness. Terry Davis went from a programmer to a homeless schizophrenic who died from a train wreck. Elliot rodger went from a uni student to a mass shooter. This affects you especially if you already have a major mental illness (Schizophrenia, BPD, etc) because you will decay faster, but all of us will end up going through this.
All of us are going to follow this path if things don't change. Hundreds of Men's downward spiral of loneliness will be documented. Even if it's just forum posts at the bare minimum. If you ever rope or commit a mass shooting your life and why you did it will be right here. On the internet. The world will see you go from whatever you were before hand to whatever you were when you died.
As your mind rots from rotting and loneliness, your descent into madness will be seen. This is very scary for me. Like I said, there will be hundreds of us. Graveyards. Isn't that weird? We'll all turn into Chris Chan, or Terry Davis, or Elliot Rodger or any of the people like those. Maybe less popular, but we'll descend all the same, and like I said before, it will all be documented. Infact it's going on right now if you look at incels online, like Steven B or mattjones2cel or those guys. You can see the madness take its toll.
Tdlr: All of us will go mad and it will be all documented. The world will see you fall into lonely insanity.
