Venting Wish I was atleast NT

[unborndegenerate]

All this misery with my looks was just not enough that I had to cursed with an autist, retarded head to make me a mentalcel. Idk how tf do my parents expect to finish college and do some corporate job and be successful in moneymaxxing. Do they not have any common senses at all.

 

[unborndegenerate]

I'm surprised by the fact that I was never put into some disability programs or centres even when I was always the weird, loser but did academically well until college. I guess academic scores saved me from psych wards and special educational centres. Wish I was a fucking loser in that as well so I won't have to stucked in this loop where I'm not normal neither a retard.

 

[Grodd]

Yeah it'd be nice to be atleast NT

 

[unborndegenerate]

Yeah it'd be nice to be atleast NT

NT indian janitor lifemogs me to the oblivion

 

[Friezacel]

As much as i hate being an ugly manlet, being autistic put me into shitty situations my entire life and made it impossible for me to keep long term friendships

 

[Razielcel]

I honestly don't know. Not being nt definitely fucked me in some ways but being nt is just too primitive to me. If I'm gonna suffer might as well suffer like this rather than wageslaving and watching some boring soccer game while screaming: "Let's go cringemax!"

 

[Brainy]

im retarded

 

[shishiowasright]

If I'm gonna suffer might as well suffer like this rather than wageslaving and watching some boring soccer game while screaming: "Let's go cringemax!"

 

[unborndegenerate]

I honestly don't know. Not being nt definitely fucked me in some ways but being nt is just too primitive to me. If I'm gonna suffer might as well suffer like this rather than wageslaving and watching some boring soccer game while screaming: "Let's go cringemax!"

I know most of the shit they do is cringe but sometimes I crave for a genuine moment of happiness and fulfilment around the people I love. The very reason I have a broken relationship with my family and friends is because of this and if it wasn't, I'd atleast have some people around me to cheer me up and spend time with. Wouldn't have to rot alone all day all night

 

[unborndegenerate]

As much as i hate being an ugly manlet, being autistic put me into shitty situations my entire life and made it impossible for me to keep long term friendships

same,even for my family it feels like they are just tolerating me .

 

[BlueCore]

same