Venting wish I had friends sometimes

[SubhumanGamer]

the problem is I want friends but I am afraid of talking people, doesn't help that I can't hold conversations or anything like that because I have nothing to say 99% of the time too.

I used to have broskis that I could drink with on call and just yap away the day, but I got all suicidal and cut all contact with everyone via unfriended and deleting all accounts that could reach them...

but if I were to actually get friends again I would probably pull that same shit the next time I wanted to end it all, you know?

I think I'm just in a perpetual cycle of loneliness and avoidance of attachment regarding personal relations.

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tldr: I'm in a lonely hell of my own making

 

[Grodd]

I wouldn't want normies friends only fellow brocels

 

[SubhumanGamer]

I wouldn't want normies friends only fellow brocels

volcel for friendships, i would take anything at this point lmao

 

[Grodd]

volcel for friendships, i would take anything at this point lmao

No point in being friends with normies they will hate you for being incel

 

[SubhumanGamer]

No point in being friends with normies they will hate you for being incel

True but everyone hates me anyway so that wouldn't really change much 4 me

 

[ldargoblin]

Male friendships seem strange and gay after a certain age.

 

[VideoGameCoper]

I have one friend who is also an incel and I’m very grateful. I’d be way worse off without at least that one friendship. I had many years without a friend and it’s brutal. Sucks that we all can’t even have a decent friend group.

I still have no friends in the car hobby though and that pisses me off

 

[SubhumanGamer]

Male friendships seem strange

 

[VideoGameCoper]

Male friendships seem strange and gay after a certain age.

Gigacope. I have one Incel friend I like to hang out with, and he’s my only real friend. But I want friends that have the same hobbies as me. I’ve been into cars for most of my life and having people to enjoy that shit with would be fun as hell. Plus, often times you get repairs that you can’t do yourself and need an extra hand to help. And without friends that are into this, you’re fucked and have to take it to a shop

 

[HeinzKell]

the problem is I want friends but I am afraid of talking people, doesn't help that I can't hold conversations or anything like that because I have nothing to say 99% of the time too.

 

[ldargoblin]

Gigacope. I have one Incel friend I like to hang out with, and he’s my only real friend. But I want friends that have the same hobbies as me. I’ve been into cars for most of my life and having people to enjoy that shit with would be fun as hell. Plus, often times you get repairs that you can’t do yourself and need an extra hand to help. And without friends that are into this, you’re fucked and have to take it to a shop

Do you get together at home and just chat or hang out somewhere else? Maybe I'm just a weirdo, but as an adult this seems like a weird thing to do. It was cool when I was a kid and I was not yet disappointed in people.

 

[SilverBullet]

my old "friends" always ignored me or made up some excuse to avoid talking to me. i only had 1 truecel friend who i played vidya with in the past and would talk about BP related shit with.

 

[VideoGameCoper]

Do you get together at home and just chat or hang out somewhere else? Maybe I'm just a weirdo, but as an adult this seems like a weird thing to do. It was cool when I was a kid and I was not yet disappointed in people.

We usually either hang out at my house or go for a drive in my vehicle and talk. It’s not like we live in the same house or sleepover jfl. We just meet up and hang out for a couple hours and then go back to our respective houses. It’s pretty chill

But it would be really weird if you tried doing this with anyone you’re not actually friends with. I’d never invite an acquaintance from work to my house or ask to hang out after work.

 

[Roastie Crusher]

True but everyone hates me anyway so that wouldn't really change much 4 me

 

[RandomGuy]

Do a new hobby.

Prices for Rolex watches decreased rapidly, so I buy one soon to start collection.

These three are most likely to become more valuable over time.

Rolex Explorer 1016 - Rolex Explorer II 1655 - Rolex Submariner 5512