i think that's the only way out of this suffering
No because I will remove my desire for pussies by then
Not 10 definitely 20
lack of pussy is the only problem in ur life? JFL
Only if my parents died.
how old are u
Lack of pussy as well as hip issue
24
i'm 21, i doubt ill make it past 22 tbh, things are just brutal for me
maybe energy drink abuse will take me out or die in me sleep, thats preferred
Hope it gets better man
Probably not. I have plans for my life.
why just myself? and not punish others? in minecraft of course
maybe if my junk stops working, but if I cant goon I might as well die
$
Yes. I got nothing to live for, no friends, nobody cares about me, nothing... The survival instinct is very strong and it makes me always bitch out last second. But I don't see things improving anytime soon, so one day it will happen. Nobody is going to miss me anyway. I can't picture myself as an old man, I just can't. I think about rope on daily basis. I been wishing to die since I was very young. I can't keep living in a world not meant for me.
People say they care but they never mean it. There is not even use helping me, because I will just do it again and again because bringing me to hospital won't solve my problems; I just want to be normal man but I'm denied normal life because of my shitty genes. I'm just a lost cause. I know that everyone with grudges towards me is going to love the day I stop being a bitch and do it. I don't give a shit about pity, I don't want anyone to feel bad for me. I would rather be hated then to be pitied. I ain't that happy person and I'm not liked by anyone, not even by myself. People just don't understand how much I hate my life, because if they did then they would understand why I just want to die. I don't want to be this sad and lonely. Nothing makes me happy anymore either, it's just hell. It's not about anything privileged that I want. It's about what I fundamentally need as a human being.
I just want this pain to end. To not feel the stinging hole in my chest everyday. But nothing helps, because I will never be enough to get what comes naturally to others. I'm not talking just about love, I don't even have anyone to talk to, to consult to. It was always just only me being by myself. I don't think that this is just imbalance of some chemicals in my brain, this is just a result of being an unwanted man all my life. Even my own mother told me that she hates me. So how can I not feel like I'm going to kms soon? When nobody ever loved me or treated me like an equal person worth getting to know... It just hurst a lot on the inside. I can tell myself that I'm going to be alright, pretend that nothing is wrong, but that wouldn't be very honest with myself. I just want someone to hold me, to show that I'm not what I think I am. Is that so much to ask?
People say they care but they never mean it. There is not even use helping me, because I will just do it again and again because bringing me to hospital won't solve my problems; I just want to be normal man but I'm denied normal life because of my shitty genes. I'm just a lost cause. I know that everyone with grudges towards me is going to love the day I stop being a bitch and do it. I don't give a shit about pity, I don't want anyone to feel bad for me. I would rather be hated then to be pitied. I ain't that happy person and I'm not liked by anyone, not even by myself. People just don't understand how much I hate my life, because if they did then they would understand why I just want to die. I don't want to be this sad and lonely. Nothing makes me happy anymore either, it's just hell. It's not about anything privileged that I want. It's about what I fundamentally need as a human being.
I just want this pain to end. To not feel the stinging hole in my chest everyday. But nothing helps, because I will never be enough to get what comes naturally to others. I'm not talking just about love, I don't even have anyone to talk to, to consult to. It was always just only me being by myself. I don't think that this is just imbalance of some chemicals in my brain, this is just a result of being an unwanted man all my life. Even my own mother told me that she hates me. So how can I not feel like I'm going to kms soon? When nobody ever loved me or treated me like an equal person worth getting to know... It just hurst a lot on the inside. I can tell myself that I'm going to be alright, pretend that nothing is wrong, but that wouldn't be very honest with myself. I just want someone to hold me, to show that I'm not what I think I am. Is that so much to ask?
No
There's so much suicide talk here and I don't want to at all
There's so much suicide talk here and I don't want to at all
same here, graycel, hopefully we can grow some balls and end our miserable lives soon
I think 20 is a much safer bet for me
yes
are u that truecel .org rotter?
If I haven’t killed myself by now I will likely never kill myself even in the future
Brutal
Only way I’d probably kill myself is if my health got way worse than it is now or if literally everything else in my life went to shit, not from online inceldom and being a social outcast
If i lose neetbuxx and become unable to do anything, maybe. Living on neetbuxx gives so much anxiety cause you get used to living on it and they can just take it away whenever they want. I have an appointment with the government about mine soon again. They will guild trip me gaslight me and push me about them sadly, i dont see neetbuxx surviving in europe in general it seems people here are really starting to hate disabled people and people who provide no 'value' to society, combine that with war in ukraine and us needing money for a military its gg
Its very likely especially if something bad happened to my parents
No. I am living out my natural life-span knowing I likely won't reproduce.
No
no choice
yes
Make sure you will leave the server with a good K/D (in call of duty)
Probably
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