Back when I thought it was because I watch too much porn I am killing off mu dopaminergic receptors and need Novelty to stimulate it. So went on NoFap. A bit over 3 months then I met my recent oneitis (Cuck.... I know). Felt rage. All the pent up anger and frustration kept pushing me to approach her. She took over my thoughts and imagination and I started dreaming cucked stuff like marrying her, having kids and raising family. To the point of how I'll introduce her to my parents. likeAnd worst of all treating her right.
Then I felt like I was sinking deeper and deeper and had to do sth about it. I broke my streak and watched a gangbang with the foid on a leash. It remindes me what disgusting vermin this filthy creatures are. These abhorable animals which takes over your mind like a parasites but doesn't spare any act of degeneracy.
And now. I somehow suppress my urge from mistaking them as human. Whenever my mind wrongfully anthropomorphizes woman I watch porn to find my way back to reality.
Then I felt like I was sinking deeper and deeper and had to do sth about it. I broke my streak and watched a gangbang with the foid on a leash. It remindes me what disgusting vermin this filthy creatures are. These abhorable animals which takes over your mind like a parasites but doesn't spare any act of degeneracy.
And now. I somehow suppress my urge from mistaking them as human. Whenever my mind wrongfully anthropomorphizes woman I watch porn to find my way back to reality.
