DarkClown97
Living is what scares me, dying is easy
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I'm 25, depressed, unemployed and have anxiety. I was constantly getting fired from the jobs I was doing, and I was constantly bullied in my school days. I was naive to think that bullying would stop when school was over and work life started, but even then I was treated like dirt by my former co-workers.
The point is a few days ago I was looking for my past bully on Facebook and I feel ripped off at what I found out. He's living his best life, he has a very well paying job and a girlfriend. I always thought those who bullied others would never get anywhere in life, but for me it's the other way around. He has a good life and I have no perspective and I have to deal with depression, lonliness, anxiety, lack motivation and certain skills. I find no meaning in my Life anymore.
It's just like the universe is giving me a big middle finger. I never did anything to anyone was always nice to everyone and get punished like that while those who treat others like dirt enjoy their lives. All I want is justice and that my bully finally gets his punishment.
The point is a few days ago I was looking for my past bully on Facebook and I feel ripped off at what I found out. He's living his best life, he has a very well paying job and a girlfriend. I always thought those who bullied others would never get anywhere in life, but for me it's the other way around. He has a good life and I have no perspective and I have to deal with depression, lonliness, anxiety, lack motivation and certain skills. I find no meaning in my Life anymore.
It's just like the universe is giving me a big middle finger. I never did anything to anyone was always nice to everyone and get punished like that while those who treat others like dirt enjoy their lives. All I want is justice and that my bully finally gets his punishment.