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universallyabhorred
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It hurts but also feels good, I don't know if it is because of reduced emotional pain or lack of emptiness or maybe it is because I feel like I might die or achieve a change in state of conciousness like getting high. Maybe I can go into coma too and have the fantasy of living as a White chad. So many possibilities, I really want to end it all.