BlkPillPres
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It would feel like a betrayal of myself
There was this place I worked at, they were having some kind of celebration and alcohol was involved, it was my last day there, they offered me a drink, I took a sip and a thought entered my head, I spit it out into a nearby sink and quickly drank some water, they looked at me like I was crazy
I understood why I did it completely though but I didn't not tell them because they could never understand
I see normies as a collective, their collective decisions have made the world the way it is today and they have essentially stolen my happiness away from me, I saw it as a cruel sick joke to now have them ply me with substances to induce happiness
I won't let them have that win, they can take my happiness away from me, but they can't take away my rage, they can't take away my sadness, they can't prevent the monster I'm becoming, there will be a reckoning, far beyond anything anyone can likely conceive, when I am done with this world, all that will be left for normies is regret
Using a drug to substitute the happiness that was stolen from me, just feels sadly ironic, seems like allowing normies to steal yet another thing from me, its like letting them steal your happiness and even your sadness, they leave you with literally nothing that is yours at that point
EVERYTHING THAT IS YOU, IS SOMETHING THEY MANUFACTURED
Society: (destroys your life and future prospects)
Society: "Here try this, it will make you feel better"
JFL, its a sick joke, I can't do it, I'd much rather wade through the depression and hold onto it
There's this scene from this TV series I'm sure you know of (break bad) where Jesse says - "He can't keep getting away with it!"
That's the feeling I have about society as a whole, the entire normie collective, something has to be done, somebody has to remind society, that so long as the social contract between men and society is not stable, society will not just fall apart, it will be blown apart, life will become hell on earth
There was this place I worked at, they were having some kind of celebration and alcohol was involved, it was my last day there, they offered me a drink, I took a sip and a thought entered my head, I spit it out into a nearby sink and quickly drank some water, they looked at me like I was crazy
I understood why I did it completely though but I didn't not tell them because they could never understand
I see normies as a collective, their collective decisions have made the world the way it is today and they have essentially stolen my happiness away from me, I saw it as a cruel sick joke to now have them ply me with substances to induce happiness
I won't let them have that win, they can take my happiness away from me, but they can't take away my rage, they can't take away my sadness, they can't prevent the monster I'm becoming, there will be a reckoning, far beyond anything anyone can likely conceive, when I am done with this world, all that will be left for normies is regret
Using a drug to substitute the happiness that was stolen from me, just feels sadly ironic, seems like allowing normies to steal yet another thing from me, its like letting them steal your happiness and even your sadness, they leave you with literally nothing that is yours at that point
EVERYTHING THAT IS YOU, IS SOMETHING THEY MANUFACTURED
Society: (destroys your life and future prospects)
Society: "Here try this, it will make you feel better"
JFL, its a sick joke, I can't do it, I'd much rather wade through the depression and hold onto it
There's this scene from this TV series I'm sure you know of (break bad) where Jesse says - "He can't keep getting away with it!"
That's the feeling I have about society as a whole, the entire normie collective, something has to be done, somebody has to remind society, that so long as the social contract between men and society is not stable, society will not just fall apart, it will be blown apart, life will become hell on earth