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Venting Why I hate society.

NorthernWind

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I was born by a psychopathic father and a sadistic, probably having one, or several mental illnesses, mother. She was genuinely incapable of feeling any love, warmth and affection towards her children ( I also have older sister ). For some reasons father used to beat my sister, not me. One of my early clear childhood memories ( when I was 4 y.o. ) is about my sister wanting to jump from the window ( father obviously sexually exploited her, I'm not even sure about myself ). Yet, our mother never really showed emotional understanding towards us, never consoled us. Once at winter it was slippery and I almost get hit by a car, and mother did nothing, just watched. I don't necessary blame it on her bad will, more likely some mental defects ( I know she had a meningitis ). Father don't really cared about me ( he was almost always angry and treatened to kill everyone and engaged in the fights with my sister who wanted to harm him because he sexually abused her ). I was raised mainly by the cold and hateful mother who on the other hand was overprotective, on the other hand wanted to raise me resilent to pain ( don't cry at the dentist office when I was 6. y.o. child etc ).
It was cold and bitter childhood full of nervousness yet it could be worse. Some parent kill their children, hurt badly etc. The one thing I really hate about society, every society on earth that existed, is that it does NOTHING to make a lives of such persons more warmer and bearable. ABSOLUTELY NOTHING. The are free abortion clinics, blood donation centres, resources for mentally ill people but ABSOLUTELY FUCKING NOTHING when it comes to wanting to experience a human warmth, human connection. No one in the history didn't created a cente where you can experience warmth and care from a woman. Escorts often are a girls in search of easy money, they don't interested in you personally. The family life is about adult responsibilities there main care from wife goes to children and man cannot treat his wife as a mother.
For those who don't experienced any warmth from a woman and were deprived of emotional care during childhood, there literally nothing exists. NOTHING. Society never cared about children who experienced shitty childhood. I mean, I could pay some woman to touch her, to feel warmth of her body, hair, to engage in conversation with her but there isn't any fucking options ( also, doing that during childhood or teenage years would be a great experience, as adult, it is somewhat creepy ).
Societal attitude towards it's unlucky members illustrated by one doctor at maternity hospital which said to those who tried to console abandoned children : ' don't do it, they better to prepare for hard living'. FUCK SOCIETY.
 
Every freak and sick person is allowed to have kids, those that should have been sworn to protect you hurt you the most. Both my dad and mom were mentally ill crazy people, my mom was overprotective and basically didn't left us out of house but she wasnt evil to us, my dad was sadistic angry frustrated man who blamed us for everything and used every opportunity to make our life more miserable.

Im sorry for you and your sister.
 
Well i can not relate to your pain since i was raised in a loving house hold but the point you make is valid. There are many many parents who have kids just to say they have kids or regret it the week after and would rather raise a child loveless than going to an abortion clinic because "what will people say about me at work??"

Yes most people in our society are dirty fucking selfish rats that only bring 1 thing new to the world and thats theire pile of shit.

i would advise you to try be the opposite from your mom and dad and to care for something with the way you dreamed off. (of course i know you are not getting kids but get a dog or something)
 
What is it about society that disappoints you so much?
Oh, I don’t know. Is it that we collectively thought that Steve jobs was a great man even when we knew he made billions off the backs of children?
Or, maybe it’s that it feels that all of our heroes are counterfeit. The world itself is just one big hoax. Spamming each other with our burning commentary bullshit, masquerading as insight. Our social media faking as intimacy.
Or, is it that we voted for this; not with our rigged elections, but with our things, our property, our money.
I’m not saying anything new, we all know why we do this. Not because Hunger Games books makes us happy, but because we want to be sedated, because it’s painful not to pretend, because we’re cowards….. Fuck Society!”
 
Every freak and sick person is allowed to have kids, those that should have been sworn to protect you hurt you the most. Both my dad and mom were mentally ill crazy people, my mom was overprotective and basically didn't left us out of house but she wasnt evil to us, my dad was sadistic angry frustrated man who blamed us for everything and used every opportunity to make our life more miserable.

Im sorry for you and your sister.
Thank, bro.
Well i can not relate to your pain since i was raised in a loving house hold but the point you make is valid. There are many many parents who have kids just to say they have kids or regret it the week after and would rather raise a child loveless than going to an abortion clinic because "what will people say about me at work??"

Yes most people in our society are dirty fucking selfish rats that only bring 1 thing new to the world and thats theire pile of shit.

i would advise you to try be the opposite from your mom and dad and to care for something with the way you dreamed off. (of course i know you are not getting kids but get a dog or something)
My father died but now my sister wants to harm ( or even murder ) mother.
 
Basically my post was about if your childhood is fucked, no one in the wider society wants to show some support and warmth for such children. And adults, especially females can very easily detect your emotional state ( e.g. you are sad, angry, desperate ). But they don't fucking care. A few months ago one dude in the street said to me :" You look lost".
 
Its each their own really

A Huge Battle royale where the Most aggressive and degenerate Person eins and gets all the praise.
 
It was over before you were even bron
 
Both my dad and mom were mentally ill crazy people, my mom was overprotective and basically didn't left us out of house but she wasnt evil to us, my dad was sadistic angry frustrated man who blamed us for everything and used every opportunity to make our life more miserable.
Literally the same for my family, they are exactly like this
 
Soyciety must die :feelsdevil:
 

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