I first discovered the incel community in September during my first year at college while browsing cuckit. At first I was shocked by all the edgy threads and thought "Wow these people are misogynistic losers, they all want to legalize rape and make an apocalyptic hell for women!". I joined cuck tears and grimaced at all the shocker threads and venting posts on r/incels.
However, one day while I was sleeping in my dorm I was awoken by moaning. Since I go to a engineering school, I thought someone was jacking off due to the large incel population. But nope, the Chad from across the hall was fucking his gf. I heard every moan, and the way they both called out each others names invoked a rage in me that was never experienced before. I looked back at all my years in middle school and high school.
Nobody ever loved me, and the only treatment I got from my peers was torment. My autism and my appearance made me a target, and since I never retaliated it persisted. I started browsing r/incels more and saw more similarities between their ideology/experiences and my own. The incels knew looks mattered, and so did I. I have tried working on my personality in the past and being a gentlemen but all it has resulted was my humiliation.
I went on inceltears one last time, and saw a thread about how short/ugly men have an easier time dating then the average women.
I never closed a tab so fast in my life. Inceltears purposely avoids the blackpill threads with actual data and evidence, and they laugh at our pain from the sidelines. They made it so simply recognizing the importance of looks in men is a crime akin to jihadism or fascism.
However, one day while I was sleeping in my dorm I was awoken by moaning. Since I go to a engineering school, I thought someone was jacking off due to the large incel population. But nope, the Chad from across the hall was fucking his gf. I heard every moan, and the way they both called out each others names invoked a rage in me that was never experienced before. I looked back at all my years in middle school and high school.
Nobody ever loved me, and the only treatment I got from my peers was torment. My autism and my appearance made me a target, and since I never retaliated it persisted. I started browsing r/incels more and saw more similarities between their ideology/experiences and my own. The incels knew looks mattered, and so did I. I have tried working on my personality in the past and being a gentlemen but all it has resulted was my humiliation.
I went on inceltears one last time, and saw a thread about how short/ugly men have an easier time dating then the average women.
I never closed a tab so fast in my life. Inceltears purposely avoids the blackpill threads with actual data and evidence, and they laugh at our pain from the sidelines. They made it so simply recognizing the importance of looks in men is a crime akin to jihadism or fascism.
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