sorrowfulsad
Officer
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- Joined
- Nov 27, 2017
- Posts
- 788
Im not a nerd. I hate sitting infront of the pc and play stupid fucking games just to cope. I tried to go out more often. I joined the gym and got laughed at, I applied to 22(!) companies for a mininum wage job and most of them didnt even reply. Theres no way to get out. I have like 3 acquaintances/'friends' and we meet up like once a mounth. When I ask my brother, who has a MASSIVE social life, if I could hang out with his friends he always says the stupidest excuse. Yet this fucker makes fun of me having no friends and that I need to socialise. I also applied to a table tennis club but those fuckers said that I need to join with a friend to get an even number. I know that it could be true but it still hurt my soul. Also, my parents tell me that I need to go out more. The fuck am I supposed to do?! Go to Mc Donalds, sit alone in the corner and get laughed at because Im by my own? Its over for me, I cant socialise for shit and I am being FORCED to spent time online. I dont want this, I just want to enjoy the world