I feel it would be equal to definitive impossibility to ever ascend after that. I may be wrong but I have not lost all hopes yet.
Also Idk how I would feel about myself after using that stuff.
they cost 6 grand and you would have to live alone. it would be a death sentence if any family members or friends saw it. and fucking a cold lifeless doll wouldn't change your inceldom. escortcelling is a better cope. unless i could get a realdoll that looked exactly like my oneitis...then i would consider it.