Venting Why did everything have to be so Messed up

[Grodd]

My younger self would be so disappointed in how life turned out.When i was a kid i had dreams i thought i'd be happy in life have friends, a girlfriend etc but then at about age 14 when i became sub 5 and was bullied for my looks the hope depleted. I only get one life and it was over before age 15, I shed a few tears last night not out of just sadness but out of frustration, Why did everything have to be messed up.
i think i realise i was always meant to be alone there is nothing i could have done to prevent this

 

[Penguin]

it's a curse

 

[DarkStar]

Same here, everything since I was 13 has been just a downward spiral into misery, depression, coping, cycles of hope, etc.

I don't deserve this life

 

[Grodd]

it's a curse

It was always our fate we were always meant to be alone

 

[NoNiggerNovember]

Same here, everything since I was 13 has been just a downward spiral into misery, depression, coping, cycles of hope, etc.

I don't deserve this life

 

[Grodd]

Same here, everything since I was 13 has been just a downward spiral into misery, depression, coping, cycles of hope, etc.

I don't deserve this life

People say it's One step forward and Two steps back but in my case it's Zero steps forward nothing ever gets better

Me neither

 

[Villxs]

After I stopped growing at 12 I knew my life would turn to a living hell

 

[AtrociousCitizen]

My younger self would be so disappointed in how life turned out.When i was a kid i had dreams i thought i'd be happy in life have friends, a girlfriend etc but then at about age 14 when i became sub 5 and was bullied for my looks the hope depleted. I only get one life and it was over before age 15, I shed a few tears last night not out of just sadness but out of frustration, Why did everything have to be messed up.
i think i realise i was always meant to be alone there is nothing i could have done to prevent this

Fucking brutal man. I can't believe I used to think I will be worth something before I died, that I will live a good life.

 

[LGBTKoala]

Same here, everything since I was 13 has been just a downward spiral into misery, depression, coping, cycles of hope, etc.

I don't deserve this life

 

[LGBTKoala]

People say it's One step forward and Two steps back but in my case it's Zero steps forward nothing ever gets better

Me neither

Same here, everything since I was 13 has been just a downward spiral into misery, depression, coping, cycles of hope, etc.

I don't deserve this life

same my life also went to shit at 12-13. i even considered roping for a good few years in my early adolescence and i regret not going through with it because my life has gotten irredeemably worse since then and has become even more unbearable

 

[LGBTKoala]

i think its a curse. its normal to have bad lives but its not normal to have shit lives and be a total loner outcast on top of it

 

[Skelly]

i could have done to prevent this

if you go back in time a decade and spend 100k in surgeries you can ascend

 

[Todd Thundercock]

Because you're ugly.

 

[SuperKanga.Belgrade]

Ye I tried to rope in middle school because I knew my life was going nowhere. No friends, no bitches, just an empty life full of pointless copes.

 

[Grodd]

if you go back in time a decade and spend 100k in surgeries you can ascend

Just build a time machine theory

 

[Grodd]

Ye I tried to rope in middle school because I knew my life was going nowhere. No friends, no bitches, just an empty life full of pointless copes.

I haven't tried to rope yet

 

[Grodd]

Because you're ugly.

 

[Grodd]

i think its a curse. its normal to have bad lives but its not normal to have shit lives and be a total loner outcast on top of it

It was our fate to be alone

 

[nigger91]

I feel you man I remember being brutally bullied too

 

[Grodd]

same my life also went to shit at 12-13. i even considered roping for a good few years in my early adolescence and i regret not going through with it because my life has gotten irredeemably worse since then and has become even more unbearable

Same i was gonna rope at age 14 but decided against it

 

[Todd Thundercock]

Men don't cry about it. We wageslave until we're dead.

 

[Grodd]

I feel you man I remember being brutally bullied too

It's painful to even think about i remember a vivid time i got beat the fuck up in school toilets

 

[Grodd]

Men don't cry about it. We wageslave until we're dead.

Rather kill myself than wage to betabuxx for some whore

 

[LGBTKoala]

Same i was gonna rope at age 14 but decided against it

its crazy how trucels the world over live the same lives

 

[Grodd]

After I stopped growing at 12 I knew my life would turn to a living hell

Fucking brutal you stopped growing at 12 how tall are you

 

[Grodd]

its crazy how trucels the world over live the same lives

True a shit life is something we all relate to

 

[Grodd]

Fucking brutal man. I can't believe I used to think I will be worth something before I died, that I will live a good life.

I remember when i was a kid who was hopeful and full of dreams that part of me was killed and is never coming back

 

[nigger91]

It's painful to even think about i remember a vivid time i got beat the fuck up in school toilets

That’s so brutal sorry to hear that man. Human nature knows no limits

 

[Villxs]

Fucking brutal you stopped growing at 12 how tall are you

5’4

 

[DarkStar]

Ye I tried to rope in middle school because I knew my life was going nowhere. No friends, no bitches, just an empty life full of pointless copes.

Geez, sounds awful

Back then, I was still hopeful for the future

 

[LGBTKoala]

I remember when i was a kid who was hopeful and full of dreams that part of me was killed and is never coming back

bro do you ever just see pics of yourself from when you were like 10 or so cause i did that the other day and holy shit bro its all gone man. i had glitter in my fucking eyes bro i was so hopeful for what was to come and then i got fucking done over by the world and i have ptsd stare now jfl man what a fucked up place this planet is

 

[Grodd]

bro do you ever just see pics of yourself from when you were like 10 or so cause i did that the other day and holy shit bro its all gone man. i had glitter in my fucking eyes bro i was so hopeful for what was to come and then i got fucking done over by the world and i have ptsd stare now jfl man what a fucked up place this planet is

Same tbh i've thought about this whenever i see pictures of myself when i was young i looked alive full of hope now when i look at myself i look dead inside a shell of my former self i just exist i don't live

 

[Grodd]

5’4

Fucking brutal i'm sorry brocel

 

[Grodd]

That’s so brutal sorry to hear that man. Human nature knows no limits

Thanks brocel. Yeah They are scum

 

[SuperKanga.Belgrade]

Geez, sounds awful

Back then, I was still hopeful for the future

That's just as brutal tbh. Gotta have hope to get it ripped away

 

[ItsovERfucks]

I wished I died in the womb

 

[Grodd]

I wished I died in the womb

Relatable

 

[Biowaste Removal]

After I stopped growing at 12 I knew my life would turn to a living hell

12 is fucking brutal