SuicideFuel Why Am I So Depressed Today? Show Me Where Happiness Is.

[Zer0/∞]

I felt like a dead man taking his last strides while on this Earth today with how slow and sickly I was walking through the cold, crowded streets of New York City, seeing a sea of indifferent faces, and overwhelmed by a 1000 worries on my long, lonely, daily commute back home; I feel like even my body wants to give up on me sometimes.

Why do I feel so tired and unhappy while everyone my age lives with such vibrant youthful energy and optimism?

Am I just genetically predisposition to always be in a state of unhappiness?

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[UWSL]Probably, every member of my family has been diagnosed with depression except for my father; just this spring, I had the police come to my home after my younger brother reported suicidal thoughts: he just turned 14 the week prior. [/UWSL]

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@Mentally lost cel @SlutLiberationFront

Here is a good song I found this year; I'm just going to try to have a restful sleep for once, something I haven't felt in months.

View: https://youtu.be/70gxUXEUjK4

 

[IengZengCel]

sAMe, İ'm vERy depressed as well...

 

[Deleted member 36828]

Same we have genetically inferior neurostructure

 

[HighTGymcel]

Is it even possible for a truecel to be happy?

 

[mentally lost cel 1]

Why do I feel so tired and unhappy while everyone my age lives with such vibrant youthful energy and optimism?

Yeah it’s weird

 

[Zer0/∞]

Same we have genetically inferior neurostructure

 

[Caesercel]

If I listened to music like that I would be unhappy too

 

[HeroinNihilism]

live laugh love

 

[Zer0/∞]

live laugh love

is this close enough

 

[Zer0/∞]

If I listened to music like that I would be unhappy too

I’ve been listening to this song on repeat while I was rotting in bed; I fear that I’m losing my mind far too quickly.

View: https://youtu.be/kox3OiQdXSk

 

[Zer0/∞]

 

[Dregster]

If I listened to music like that I would be unhappy too

 

[Zer0/∞]

Was it a bad song?

 

[Dregster]

Was it a bad song?

I am not sure, I was laughing at his post you should ask him tbh

 

[Zer0/∞]

I just want to be happy.

 

[Subhuman Niceguy]

Is it even possible for a truecel to be happy?

I feel like we are used to feeling depressed.

 

[Zer0/∞]

 

[Emba]

I have happiness envy