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I don't know if it's out of sheer jealousy or what. But I have started to fantasize about my friends girlfriend.
Now she's not attractive to me in the least. She was fat when they got together and has only gotten bigger after having a couple of kids. So why do I feel this way? Seeing them together makes me rage. Seeing photos of their kids makes me suicidal. How come a whale like her can get with someone and have a family? Why do I want to be him? I try to cope the best i can but I feel like I am in hell. Jealous of a guy with a whale gf, fucking pathetic.
Now she's not attractive to me in the least. She was fat when they got together and has only gotten bigger after having a couple of kids. So why do I feel this way? Seeing them together makes me rage. Seeing photos of their kids makes me suicidal. How come a whale like her can get with someone and have a family? Why do I want to be him? I try to cope the best i can but I feel like I am in hell. Jealous of a guy with a whale gf, fucking pathetic.
