SuicideFuel Who misses being a kid?

[UglyDumbass]

I miss when life wasn’t so hard, When i didn’t care about dating a foid, when i was unselfaware, when i could cope easily, when i didnt care about having no one talk too, being more happy. Now im extremely depressed and much more bored every since school ended. School was hell but atleast it gave me something to do throughout the day.

Work and college is much more worst. I hate my classmates but fuck i miss hearing the gossip. When i graduated, i was depressed but i missed being sad about it while coping with youtube videos. I get nostalgic over things that didn’t happen so long ago too. It’s insane. I wish i could go back in time and be a child again. Now i want someone to talk too irl and i got tired of online for some reason. How can i be happy and enjoy my copes again

 

[fokusin]

I miss being a kid because I was giga low inhib

 

[UglyDumbass]

I miss being a kid because I was giga low inhib

Life was much easier Our parents did everything for us. We barely had to worry about anything.

 

[fokusin]

Life was much easier Our parents did everything for us. We barely had to worry about anything.

Yeah

 

[GeckoBus]

I miss when life wasn’t so hard, When i didn’t care about dating a foid, when i was unselfaware, when i could cope easily, when i didnt care about having no one talk too, being more happy. Now im extremely depressed and much more bored every since school ended. School was hell but atleast it gave me something to do throughout the day.

Work and college is much more worst. I hate my classmates but fuck i miss hearing the gossip. When i graduated, i was depressed but i missed being sad about it while coping with youtube videos. I get nostalgic over things that didn’t happen so long ago too. It’s insane. I wish i could go back in time and be a child again.

it was easier but still sucked ass, I basically didnt have childhood, like zero sense of safety or anything. Been always like an adult mentally cuz unstable unreliable parents etc. Most people in life operate on this cushion of good memories from the past, of having experienced feelings of being valued unconditionally. Meanwhile my parents openly said their affection was conditional. I could never meet these conditions so yeah.

So no, I dont miss my childhood. In my memories, there is no before and after, no good times before things went bad. My life has been the same since the beginning, nothing has ever changed much, outside shit getting periodically worse and rarely a bit better (manged to fix some health issues after years).

 

[HotDogCel]

not me

 

[NIGGER BOJANGLES]

I do man. I got love from family members and life had more joy. Plus I wasn’t as burdened

 

[UglyDumbass]

it was easier but still sucked ass, I basically didnt have childhood, like zero sense of safety or anything. Been always like an adult mentally cuz unstable unreliable parents etc. Most people in life operate on this cushion of good memories from the past, of having experienced feelings of being valued unconditionally. Meanwhile my parents openly said their affection was conditional. I could never meet these conditions so yeah.

So no, I dont miss my childhood. In my memories, there is no before and after, no good times before things went bad. My life has been the same since the beginning, nothing has ever changed much, outside shit getting periodically worse and rarely a bit better (manged to fix some health issues after years).

That sucks bro. I’m sorry you had to live like that for eternity. I had a shit childhood too. The last time my life was great was elementary school. Teenage years was awful but good lord i still miss my teenage life. It was ass but it wasn’t as bad as it is now. I was definitely more happier when i was younger. Now im just extremely depressed and alone. Ever since high school ended i feel much more shittier even when it was dog shit . I kinda miss not wanting to be in hs but now that it’s gone i got nothing to do

 

[UglyDumbass]

not me

How come?

I do man. I got love from family members and life had more joy. Plus I wasn’t as burdened

That’s nice bro and i agree. Shit back then wasn’t as bad. Like yes it was bad but it wasn’t as bad as it is now a days. The older we get the worst we get

 

[NIGGER BOJANGLES]

How come?

That’s nice bro and i agree. Shit back then wasn’t as bad. Like yes it was bad but it wasn’t as bad as it is now a days. The older we get the worst we get

Yep, I feel such insane nostalgia for my childhood days. Often times rewatch old vids or songs to remind myself

 

[HotDogCel]

How come?

My childhood was actually worse, because I had to be arround people constantly in school. My father would beat me if I didn't had allmost perfect grades in most classes, and I was allready aware of how uggly I was and how miserable I would be for my whole life because of it.

 

[Lazyandtalentless]

No

 

[V c z s q e]

Absolutely not. School was hell

 

[UglyDumbass]

Yep, I feel such insane nostalgia for my childhood days. Often times rewatch old vids or songs to remind myself

I miss when things were easier. I had much more things to do in life and i barely had time to be on my phone which made me more happy to use it to cope cuz i barely got to be on it

Absolutely not. School was hell

It is hell but how about out of school hours

 

[UglyDumbass]

My childhood was actually worse, because I had to be arround people constantly in school. My father would beat me if I didn't had allmost perfect grades in most classes, and I was allready aware of how uggly I was and how miserable I would be for my whole life because of it.

oh sorry about that shit bro that sounds like hell. My life was hell too as a kid but it isn’t as bad as ir is now a days

 

[BP Overdose]

Yes, and no. It was a lot easier to make friends as a kid because of low inhibition, and kids were much easier to talk to. Even to this day with my little nephew I have an easier time talking, and relating to him than anyone else in my family who's closer to my age. But when you're a kid you have no choice but to live with your dumbass parents who are starting the process of ruining your life, and stunting your social development. Only for them to then blame you for it when they were the ones who wanted to keep you in the house all the time.

 

[Steiner_Atlas]

I think it would be nice to relive certain aspects, but I'd prefer my teenage years.

Had a lot of freedom without the responsibility of adulthood. Even had more friends than I do now.

 

[UglyDumbass]

Yes, and no. It was a lot easier to make friends as a kid because of low inhibition, and kids were much easier to talk to. Even to this day with my little nephew I have an easier time talking, and relating to him than anyone else in my family who's closer to my age. But when you're a kid you have no choice but to live with your dumbass parents who are starting the process of ruining your life, and stunting your social development. Only for them to then blame you for it when they were the ones who wanted to keep you in the house all the time.

Exactly back then no one cared about having a foid, people at my elementary would say you had cooties if you were ever around one. They didn’t care about looks either but now social media brainwashed everyone’s minds.

I think it would be nice to relive certain aspects, but I'd prefer my teenage years.

Had a lot of freedom without the responsibility of adulthood. Even had more friends than I do now.

Yeah some aspects I miss. Like i used to enjoy youtube and not care so much about being alone but now i do. Adulthood is the worst cuz you’re forced to work nonstop unlike school where you could just sit down and cheat on assignments all day

 

[TheJester]

Sometimes but yes school was hell.

Work is hell too but at least i get money.

 

[NIGGER BOJANGLES]

I miss when things were easier. I had much more things to do in life and i barely had time to be on my phone which made me more happy to use it to cope cuz i barely got to be on it

Same man. I had so many positive things to do that I wouldn’t rot online all day. Miss those times

 

[BP Overdose]

Exactly back then no one cared about having a foid, people at my elementary would say you had cooties if you were ever around one. They didn’t care about looks either but now social media brainwashed everyone’s minds.

Yes. From my teenage to adult years everything just changed instantly. It was impossible to make friends, and even if you managed to be in a group you were always the odd one out.

 

[A.M.]

Life was much easier Our parents did everything for us. We barely had to worry about anything.

 

[UglyDumbass]

Sometimes but yes school was hell.

Work is hell too but at least i get money.

Work is also worst cuz you’re forced to talk to normies

Same man. I had so many positive things to do that I wouldn’t rot online all day. Miss those times

Rotting online was my best cope back then but now it’s starting to get boring for me

Yes. From my teenage to adult years everything just changed instantly. It was impossible to make friends, and even if you managed to be in a group you were always the odd one out.

kn elementary everyone is taught to be nice but once you’re out of there Everyone is on there own friend groups

 

[Pufff]

Being a kid sucked ass but at least I didn't have any responsibilities. Would lock myself in my room and play games til I passed out. Hard to do that as an adult if you aren't a neet.

 

[UglyDumbass]

Being a kid sucked ass but at least I didn't have any responsibilities. Would lock myself in my room and play games til I passed out. Hard to do that as an adult if you aren't a neet.

Since you’re an adult your copes just wear down

 

[Antorian]

1-11 years my life was good

12-18 years it was hell

19+ years it improved a little, stabilized and stagnated on a neutral way

So yes, I would like to return to my childhood

 

[UglyDumbass]

1-11 years my life was good

12-18 years it was hell

19+ years it improved a little, stabilized and stagnated on a neutral way

So yes, I would like to return to my childhood

What do you use to cope

 

[XtremeMax]

my life was okay until 11

 

[UglyDumbass]

my life was okay until 11

what happened after that

 

[Antorian]

What do you use to cope

Reading, especially fanfics

Video games

Anime/cartoons

Religion