
Light Yagami
Hate my life
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- Feb 1, 2025
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Im at the point in life where I feel like nothing is worth it anymore. The curtain has been pulled and I see all the illusions for what they are. I think the main source of happiness for chads is the illusion that girls love them for who they are as a person. This illusion is extremely important when it comes to happiness since it re affirms your belief that the world is a good place with kind hearted people. When you are treated in a privileged way your whole life, you start to think that life itself is a priviliged gift. But where I am now mentally, I just dont see myself being happy even if I turned into a gigachad. This illusion has been completely broken for me by reality anf NPC normies. Its just so fucking weird to think about a girl staring st you in adoration and normies being respectful to you after a modification in looks. I wont be able to unfuck myself after years of lonliness. I think that once you had enough, you are destined to be depressed forever. There is no going back to ignoring reality and not seeing women as lookist creatures.