Due to parents that engraved the idea that I should never kill myself when I was younger (they must've known lmfao), I will never be brave enough to actually do it (It is brave, I respect people that can kill themselves more than the people that say that "its weak to do that because blah blah blah").
How many of you are similar in that you have thought about it pretty much daily, but due to a reason can never bring yourselves to do it? I'm not even joking in that I reckon on a weekly basis, there hasn't been a single week since I was 13 that I wanted to die. I was born ugly, so I already knew it was over well before all this blackpill shit became well-known to people.
Brutal shit knowing that while I think about this shit while walking home through university, most of the other people around my age are probably enjoying life, instead of wanting to remove their life. Maybe they get that fake depression shit normies get, you know, where a person that looks completely normal/above normal, lives in a first world country, has rich parent (at uni at least most of them do), etc.
How many of you are similar in that you have thought about it pretty much daily, but due to a reason can never bring yourselves to do it? I'm not even joking in that I reckon on a weekly basis, there hasn't been a single week since I was 13 that I wanted to die. I was born ugly, so I already knew it was over well before all this blackpill shit became well-known to people.
Brutal shit knowing that while I think about this shit while walking home through university, most of the other people around my age are probably enjoying life, instead of wanting to remove their life. Maybe they get that fake depression shit normies get, you know, where a person that looks completely normal/above normal, lives in a first world country, has rich parent (at uni at least most of them do), etc.
