I am a volcel because I don´t even want to have sex because it would be pure suffering: I can barely get an erection and the only thing I can masturbate to is cuckold porn, women alone don´t even turn me on anymore, and I´m high inhib as fuck, for example I can´t even mantain straight posture when in presence of a female, I can´t talk in a clear voice, etc. I like hugs but I couldn´t get them if I tried because I´m genetic garbage, so I just LDAR. I am too autistic to function around women, I truly fear them, I think I would never be able to even be friends with a woman. The last time I got an erection without using my hands was like 2013, back then I was masturbating to regular porn, but in 2014 I started watching cuckold porn. I probably have very low testosterone