On the bus I was reading this one fantasy novel called Lord of the Mysteries: COI (pretty good but irrelevant) and was distracted by how good the plot was; but while I was walking down the stairs, a girl brushed her hand ONTO ME as I held the rail to go down. I didn't really look up and just quietly said sorry cause it was quite literally just a hand brush(that I didn't fucking cause), was a bit nervous and the plot was getting too interesting for me to care enough about it.
Tell me why I hear from way below me her talking to her friends about why I would brush her hand on purpose and her friend talking about how I "like" her while laughing loudly, I swear I can hear the actual disgust in her voice as well when she talks about how I smiled as well and that I must've known. What the actual fuck did I actually do?
They were still walking nearby me for some unknown reason laughing all the way while I was practically speedwalking to the next stop just to stop hearing them fucking laughing like hell.
I genuinely wouldn't be surprised if I was being video'd as well but I just didn't even want to turn around I was pretending to read atp just to get away.
19 yo getting treated like a 30 yo predator... I thought I was already past this after secondary school but I guess not, fuck my life.
I've changed nothing. Not even treated as human despite everything I've tried.
Tell me why I hear from way below me her talking to her friends about why I would brush her hand on purpose and her friend talking about how I "like" her while laughing loudly, I swear I can hear the actual disgust in her voice as well when she talks about how I smiled as well and that I must've known. What the actual fuck did I actually do?
They were still walking nearby me for some unknown reason laughing all the way while I was practically speedwalking to the next stop just to stop hearing them fucking laughing like hell.
I genuinely wouldn't be surprised if I was being video'd as well but I just didn't even want to turn around I was pretending to read atp just to get away.
19 yo getting treated like a 30 yo predator... I thought I was already past this after secondary school but I guess not, fuck my life.
I've changed nothing. Not even treated as human despite everything I've tried.
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