Notkev
My balls itch
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- Joined
- Nov 4, 2023
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Grew the hair out, stay clean shaven (my best look because I have patchy beard). Doing some calisthenics and trying to eat well. Hell, having abs and being tall but nope,
The bones are the issue. The proportions. The shoulders that aren't wide, the weird voice, the ugly face despite low body fat. I was weird even when I was a kid.
Have to remind myself regularly that I do what I do only for myself considering the fact that no amount of effort can turn the tides in my favor.
Hated and ignored by people in college for more than 3 years now. Few "friends" are other fellow virgins and stuff.
Literally thrown into a world that wants me dead because I look like I shouldn't exist. Of course, there are people who have it worse, some FAR worse. But also MANY who have it better, some A LOT better. Accepting the things you can't change is really hard when you exist in the outskirts of social dynamics and at the bottom of the hierarchy.
Anyway, I've ranted enough. Have a good day.
The bones are the issue. The proportions. The shoulders that aren't wide, the weird voice, the ugly face despite low body fat. I was weird even when I was a kid.
Have to remind myself regularly that I do what I do only for myself considering the fact that no amount of effort can turn the tides in my favor.
Hated and ignored by people in college for more than 3 years now. Few "friends" are other fellow virgins and stuff.
Literally thrown into a world that wants me dead because I look like I shouldn't exist. Of course, there are people who have it worse, some FAR worse. But also MANY who have it better, some A LOT better. Accepting the things you can't change is really hard when you exist in the outskirts of social dynamics and at the bottom of the hierarchy.
Anyway, I've ranted enough. Have a good day.